Just before bed, some words from me to you. In the still of
the night and in my inner eye of my imagination, I feel such peace tonight.
Why? Because a very special person has sent me something all of the way from
America. It could be a penny or one cent, I wouldn’t care. It’s the absolute
sentiment that has touched my heart. The fact that she is bothering to go to so
much trouble to post something across the big pond to send to not so little old
me. Why? I’m honoured. I really can’t express my gratitude to her. If only she
knew just how much I needed even a note right now from her. Oh I call her my
bear and a hug right now is how I feel what I feel she has sent me. There are
no words. In this vast world of sometimes evil, an angel will appear. A true
life angel.
I’m blessed to know some lovely people, sadly a lot of them
live so far away. I call them my spiritual sisters as we do have a connection
which is deep and beyond any explanation. As if we have crossed our paths
before in a previous life.
Only a handful of people I feel this way about and the bear
is one of those people.
So tonight before bed. I’m sure my heart will be at peace
and my sleep shall be deeper than last night where I found myself awake until
almost five this morning. Tonight will be different.
And of course tomorrow I’m in the office so the day will
pass by quickly as I spend time with some lovely people. Then my Son should be
home tomorrow evening. So a full house again. Full of love with the occasional moments
of unsettlement which will hurt but then there will be laughter again and lots
of love and when times are difficult, there is bear and the cubs in the camp that
are always there with words of wisdom and a hand to hold. True friends are so
important but spiritual friends are sent from a higher place. A place we don’t
yet understand and we may never, but one I’m sure exists!
So a prayer before bed.
“Dear maker, tonight I’m grateful for the spiritual beings
you have sent me. For I have derived such comfort from their words. As they
give or feed me strength which I’m sure originally comes from your heart. Times
when I wish to withdraw from the outside world and wrap myself into isolation;
I could fall into the pit of condemnation and reach for some ill-chosen
medication. That’s when your gift of my friends becomes even more so precious.
What do I do when I feel I’m only taken from them and feel I have nothing to offer
in return of their kindness? I only have my words and my belief in you my maker
that you can touch the hearts of my friends who are there for me and allow them
to know just what they mean to me. So this is what I’m asking of you tonight
and most importantly, those who feel they have no one no friends, no true
friends, please can you share my friends with those people? The worst thing in
the world is to be alone or at least to feel alone. Let those people know that
I’m here and through me comes the love of my friends.
Thank you Goodnight God bless.
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