Just before bed, wanted to chat to my Bloggets. Outside is
wet with today’s rain, but now it’s starting to freeze. Christmas lights about
to go off and in my nice warm house I feel lucky and honoured. I’m totally
blessed. OK, I can’t see my lights, I cannot browse the Christmas shops and see
the colours of Christmas, but I have a loving Husband who I’m totally in love
with and who treats me so well.
I have a Son who I adore and who can cut like a knife, but
melts my heart like butter in an oven.
I have a beautiful house and my darling dogs and of course
don’t forget our Canary. He’s Irish you know?
Some fantastic forever friends and my spiritual sisters you
know who you are.
Some days I feel totally fed up. I don’t want to be in this
world, but when I put it into perspective, I am so fortunate. Two weekends in a
row full of friendship and great family time. Now we have our new little fella
of a guide for Hub and a darling cuddlesome pup for me. A play mate for Waggs
and when my loved ones are happy, I’m happy.
Our Son is out having I hope one of the best nights he has had for
years. Things like this just don’t happen to me. I am almost too afraid to
relax and enjoy the pleasure.
Our girls are coming for New Year and Hub has a long time
off work over the coming holiday.
So, what can go wrong?
Really I’m waiting. Is the drama of my life over? Can I breathe for a
while? Hmm. Let’s see. I know this year I’m rid of something hateful that I had
last year, but will it be back after the New Year? I guess it will. Old
Bloggets will get me right now...
My Mumbo Jumbo before I take to my slumber. But before I go,
Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.
Take to your bed tonight and appreciate what you have big or
small. Know there is someone out there who really cares. And I shall be back to
talk with you tomorrow. Night night sleep tight. Mind those bedbugs don’t bite.
Love and hugs. X
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