My heart is filled with sadness; I have just found out, that
my Husband is not coming home on Wednesday morning, but Thursday. It was like a kick in the stomach when he
said those words.
Nine days is just barbaric. I have done a few two weeks
before ten days and nine, but I can’t tell you how sick I am getting of them
all.
It’s too long to be apart and I am not too afraid to admit,
I am devastated.
My boy just phoned me up, just before midnight. He had a
great night at the gig. The girl is a fantastic singer. He is having a great
life with his girlfriend; I just dread what will return? I mean, why can’t he
come home and be happy that he has had a lovely time?
Roll on two years’ time, when he is a man?
Tomorrow he is at the famous London zoo. He will love that.
I will have to tell him to say hello to the elephants for
me? Elephants are my favourite animals in the world. They break my heart
though.
I watched an amazing
video yesterday on Utube. Oh it was so sad, though it was meant to be happy? I
have put the link on the bottom of here, but if you type into Utube
Shirley
and Jenny: Two Elephants Reunited After More Than 20 Years
You hopefully will see this amazing story. It tore my heart
out. But I am a big softy when it comes to animals, as specially elephants.
It is cruising onto one in the morning here. My eyes are
like lead balloons again. I don’t want to go to bed, so I shall stay awake
until I am sleep walking up the apples and pears.
It is so warm even at this time. I am in my conservatory,
the cars are relentless. I was out letting the dogs out before; it was like
being in Spain. So hot. I loved it. I washed all my windows before and watered the
plants. Even after one day, they were so dry?
I was so happy out there loved it. Then went to take a seat,
put my hand out to my left, Hubs empty chair. Oh gosh, that did it?
More tears.
I am a real fool. Soft and stupid.
Anyway,
today is a new day and I am sure I will be fine?
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