I am going out now, feeling sick. Scared. Dreading it, don’t
think I will ever get used to this. I think of my brave blind friends and feel
so ashamed I doubt I will ever feel different either about that. Deep breath. I
hate this with a capital H.
Nothing even exciting at the end. Going to the bus stop with
Waggatail. Oh God, will she do it? Never done this on my own, always with
people and she never finds it. She did with the lady from guide dogs, but she could
see and Wagga knew she was being tested. I am shaking inside. God send me sight
and end this horrible nightmare of a life I face each day?
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