Hub in his office today in a town he hates to be in. Teen
out to a party tonight. I despair with him. No study last night and I doubt any
tonight. Our bird has not stopped singing since six this morning, I promise? My
dog Waggatail, keeps bringing me her toys, driving me mad, I am to dust in a Mo
Jo, let’s see if she tries to get my duster? My hair has stayed in its style
since yesterday, this is unusual, as normally by now, it starts to curl.
When we went to our
restaurant the other night, sadly, the food was not as good as normal? One more
chance and if it is not good again, I will have to ask if our lovely Lewis, has
a different chef? Oh, his sadness the other night has really made me feel sorry
for him? I really wish I could help him? Just to know why he is not happy,
though I have a good idea?
It’s a strange day out there, very calm, an yet, all of my
wind chimes, are going mad. Why if it is not windy? Spooky or what?
Hubs eyes have really been bothering him of late, really
really painful. Not as bad as they were when we first met, for the first year
he had to be hospitalised and was on the most punishing medicines, which ripped
at his stomach walls. I don’t want him going back there, so I hope to God, this
is a glitch in his pain?
I have been on my treadmill three times this week and the
backs of my legs, are so sore? Why does exercise have to hurt and why does
healthy food have no taste?
Life is not easy?
Already, someone is out there in their garden, strimming by
the sounds of it? It’s too cold? I have a new gardener coming soon. A lady. I’m
glad, as my last man was a real odd bod?
He gave me the creeps?
Oh did I tell you this funny thing? Well it amused me?
When my handy Andy was last here, fixing our treadmill, he
thought the dog run/pen, was a hot tub?
Hub said to him in his dry way,
“Mate, you would not want to relax in there?”
Oh but what a wonderful idea? Oh when I went to the Blue
mountains in the US, with our borrowed family out there, there was a hot tub on
the veranda, the only trouble was, the wasps were everywhere, so we could not
use it, but it would have been so nice looking over the mountains, of course if
you could see? Even if you couldn’t, the atmosphere was lovely.
It was a great time? A different world.
I loved America, I never used to want to go as a young
person, nor did I want to go to the Caribbean, but having been to both, I have
for sure changed my mind.
My worst holiday ever, was when I went with my X when we
were first married. We went to Ibiza, Oh God it was awful? We went with my niece
and my x sister in law. It was them who made it bad. They just wanted to sun
worship all day and drink all night. My idea of hell.
I had an interesting holiday when I went to St Petersburg by
train from Moscow. Very interesting, the Palaces, with the beautiful marble
floors and ceilings, but non of that of course I could see, so I could have
been in a posh large public toilet and it would have been the same? Of course,
to those with sight, I am sure it was wonderful?
The sailors in the ports, were more interesting to me? They
were rather dishy, I had enough sight
then, to appreciate them?
When we returned from there, we stayed with my lovely
Russian friends. We had a beautiful
family time in their dacha. A Russian
country house. I have written about that weekend before, it was amazing.
But just a day like I had
yesterday, with Hub is a holiday for me? Feeling that level of freedom
and achieving so much, being with Hub as a team was great.
Right I must do
some housework? Off to church this
weekend apart from that, not sure as yet. I expect Bunches is coming tomorrow
evening for tea?
Hub is not warming to her, shame as I like her? I know she
has a cold side to her and a side I don’t like, as I know she will tell her
Mother she is one place and she is in another? Shame really, but she is a product of wealth.
It’s sad to see how she plays off both parents, as they are separated?
I am so scared if the day comes when she decides that teens lack of money, will
not be enough for her? I am trying to believe she really loves him and money
won’t matter, but as Hub said, she says she is grounded, then has £1500 spent
on clothes for a weekend away, and a £300 hand bag, spends £51 on a lunch for
her and teen with her Dads money and asks her Dad to lend her money to pay for
her Mothers gift, for Mother’s Day? A gift the Mum asked for? A moisturiser for
£80 plus? Shame the Mum had to ask her daughter for such a deer product but more of a
shame, that Bunches agreed to get it, with her Fathers money? I wouldn’t
care but the parents are divorced, though my Teen is hoping they will get back
together, as he likes them both and I must say, they are very kind to him.
I would hope Bunches is my future daughter in law, as I really
like her, but they are so young, so much happens in young lives and when she
goes to University, mixing with guys, as right now, she is at an all-girls
school, her feelings may change.
Will wealth prevail love? I hope not.
For teens sake, as I tell you he has it bad for her and will
do his best to make her happy in life, for my sake, I won’t be in this house
when that happens, as he will really really be unbearable with me, though I
have to offer him my love, though of course, that will mean nothing at the time
to him, as his heart will be numb, if not shattered. Oh, first loves? Who would
have them?
I am a lucky one I guess I married mine, though it took 28
years to find him again.
Not that I was looking? This was the amazing thing? This is
why I always say, you just never know what is around the corner?
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