I have been up for hours. Since
one this morning and now the birds are singing and my clock has told me it is
four a.m.
My head now is killing and my
eyes feel like they have sand in them. A cat fight woke me up not that I had
been to sleep for long, about twenty minutes? I have Bunches over and need to
make sure her and Teen is in separate bedrooms too, so listening to every move.
Hub is in a sound sleep, totally
oblivious to my night owlish behaviour.
Three dogs are snoring and my
Canary Irish, is also a sleep.
When you have had almost no
sleep, and the birds are singing their morning chorus, you know it is going to
be a hard day?
I can’t stand this. The stress of
no sleep is now hurting my chest. It is getting tighter as I write.
I can’t force myself to sleep if
my body will not relax. I even feel sick.
I am really thirsty too. Oh God,
I hate sleepless nights?
I am not alone though. I have
just been on facebook and checked stats for our Blogget page and seen loads of
you are awake from the UK. Other countries too, just there is a time difference so that explains that.
My mind is full of rubbish.
Memories and troubles I have. How can I relax? My friend tells me to breathe? I
do or I would not be alive?
Ha.
I know what she means, but I try
and when I try and fail, it makes me worse?
I am hungry but fighting that.
Though toast and butter would be
rather lovely too, but would spoil my size 10 dress?
Oh at least I am dreaming? Ha.
Right, I guess I shall
take some water, and feed my kidneys?
Just a thought,
Give your plants a drink of water, they grow.
Why don’t kidneys?
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