I wrote an enormous blog. It was so long. Took me over an
hour but in the end I deleted it. Gosh I had so much to say but really, just
left it.
I receive so many messages and each day I am so cross I can’t
do anything about them. I can write and hope people will listen. That is it.
And that isn’t always immediate. All I can say to you is what I always say.
What goes around comes around. One of my most favourite proverbs is from China.
Sun Tzu
“If you wait by the
river long enough, the bodies of your enemy’s will float by.”
So do you get that analysis?
Just step back from the situation, watch and in time those who hurt you or
those who hurt those you love, will make a mammoth mistake without you getting
into trouble or stressed out about it. We all have what I call third party
trouble makers in our lives. We all have those who want to come between us and
that third party. We all have someone like that third party who gets to another
twists the knife but say that they were not holding the knife at the time. So
the person with the stab wound will go to the accused and fight back. It is
then when we need the strength to step back on that bridge, look or listen to the
lovely peaceful water. Then wait, just wait.
I’m fiery and for other people not myself, feisty,
so the above is a lesson I’m still learning. I would love to learn how to
meditate. I also would love to do Yoga. But in my inability to doing so, I stay
still with my emotions and feelings. My own fault.
Today was a long wait. I waited for a call. I was told yesterday it
would happen. It didn’t but I received an email to say they would call today.
It was a call I had to deal with regards some work. I was dreading it. The
email was so formal. So well written as if from a professor. So I have to
remove my dizzy head and put on the relatively clever one. I had to blow off
the dust as it’s been a while since I needed that clever head… Well, forty
minutes later, I came off the phone and gosh, I felt odd. I could do it, in fact
I did. I spoke as an equal. They didn’t make me feel less than themselves. It’s
been so long since I had to talk with those who have a very high education. I
did enjoy those days when my grey matter was tested. Being a Mum wife and Fifi,
doesn’t grant me with many opportunities to open my mind to eloquence.
Another beautiful day outside. Among the sirens of Police
cars and trucks, cars passing and neighbours talking, I feel the spring on its
way. My favourite time of the year. It’s a time when we look forward to the
year ahead. Sadly we won’t be going on a holiday this year. But I hope with all
my heart I will get at least one day where I can walk with my dogs in a forest
or beach. Just one day.
I think my Husband is going to visit his Father next week. And
I know he has time off work. For me? Not sure. But this weekend I am visiting
our besties and for that I can’t wait. Hopefully Wagga will be OK getting on
and off the train. She so loves to work so it will be nice for her to see
something different.
OK, feel a poem coming on…. About what? Not sure, I never
ever know until I start to write. People ask me to write poetry for them and
that is a challenge, I do it but to me poetry I write for my Bloggets is different
to what or how I write for others who request it. Like a painter. I paint my
words for my own plesure or I get commissioned to paint personal pictures in
words.
Later gators and thank you for the shares on my blogs over
the past few days, one blog that has amused you all is Diary of blushes. Xx
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