Hi, I went to bed, listened to some music and fell asleep.
Had odd nightmares, woke up heart pounding and couldn’t get to sleep. I hate it
when I wake up through the night and it’s all black I open my eyes and there is
nothing but funeral black in front of me. I want to turn on a light and chase
the fear away, but the light wouldn’t be seen. Fed up of this dam darkness. And
the thought of the early navy nights too is not good.
So here I am sitting downstairs. My dogs are not impressed I
woke them up. Canary, Irish you know, () is a sleep too, so the house is so
silent. The street is soundless! Soundless? Is that such a word? If not it
should be…
My neighbours, who went to the London fashion week, are
having a ball there. I wonder what they will return home with. Some of the
clothes are totally weird, but I bet there are some lovely things too? My
friend will kill me, haha, but since she has been away, the street has been so
quiet? Her dogs are quiet, I know they are there as her Husband stayed at home
to look after them, mind you, I say that, I can’t think for a second he would
want to go to London fashion week?
Just been reading something written on an on line group I am
in. Someone who has my eye condition got on a plane and was escorted on the
flight as it was dark so she couldn’t see in the dark, like everyone with my
eye condition, those of you who can see that is, obviously, it’s a bit late for
me, but she got shown on the plane with her white cane and an ignorant man
behind her said he was going to get a white stick, so he could get on the plane
earlier too. Some people are so nasty. OK, some people on the group told this
poor lady to lighten up that is fine if you are like that, my brother would
have been able to laugh that off, as he is so positive, not me. I think we
laugh enough with our eye condition, we have to, whether we want to or not, but
it does hurt comments like that and if she is like me, she will end up taking
everything to heart and end up staying in the house and not going out, if she
would be like my brother, she would be so much happier. This is what the people
on the group thought she should be like, relaxed and laugh it off. That’s fine,
if you are that kind of person, some people hurt and others are sensitive. And
why should such a fool get away with that kind of comment? I have said before
in blogs, how I have been told I shouldn’t be allowed out of the house. Shouted
at in the street. The old me hid and the new me still hurts, but also fight
with boxing gloves on. Part of you has to be a machine these days. I just hope
and this sounds nasty, well this is the machine in me, I hope one day, even for
a while, he will be allowed on the plane early, he will get his white cane, and
let him see how horrible it is to be chained to someone…
OK, grump over… now onto a totally different subject.
The latest beheading of a man from the UK, as he was forced
to read from the Koran as he pleaded. What the hell is going on with these sick
people? The kindness of these people aid workers who give their time selflessly,
only to be kidnapped and murdered in such a barbaric manner. If those people
who I won’t even give the organised gang publicity by saying their gang title,
think they are acting in some kind of honour for their God; well they are sick in
the mind and need removing from this earth. Do they really expect sympathy?
Empathy? Support? Well, not from me that’s for sure! can’t stand this world
right now? Pure evil are allowed to commit crimes and dictate life. I mean, to
threaten someone by holding a weapon to their head so they can read their form
of religious book? I just don’t get how
people can’t live in a kind world. We are blessed to have such beauty around
us, and we are living in a river of bloody water and this includes all what
Putin is doing and what US and UK are doing abroad too. I totally disagree with
all war. I am sure there must be a more intelligent way to deal with such
crimes too, other than bombing shooting and so on. It simply infuriates me how
malevolent minds work and, our animus actions leave me icy cold!
I read tonight that taking public transport to work makes
people happier than driving there themselves, according to a new study.
Now for some medical news headlines
There are currently more
than 13,800 people living with dementia in Nottinghamshire, according to new
figures released by Alzheimer's Society.
“I wonder why so many in that area?
Shaming fat people makes them put on weight, new research reveals - as a
pioneering new 'body image' course launches in Manchester in the UK.
“Yes guys, if you make someone feel so bad about themselves, they are
not going to be happy about it? They will be so alone sad too and eat for
comfort, for sure go into a kind of depression and not want to jog about and do
exercise?
I have talked for so long, the birds outside are starting to cook their
breakfast. So must go to bed, or Hubs alarm will be going off for him to go to
work, before I return to bed. Now can I sneak in there, without him knowing I
have left? X
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