Hi dear Bloggets. Well I woke up today after the worst
nightmare I have had in a very long time. My Suki was still alive. Someone had
stolen her and I was out walking with Wagga and again, someone came to unhook
her leash from her collar and was about to take her. I knew that was what
happened to Suki so I was ready for them. It was a long and painful dream. I
woke up sure she wasn’t dead but had been stolen. I jumped out of bed and was
in a right state.
I remember when my Dad died, it was the same. I didn’t believe
he had gone. I thought they were experimenting on him. I believed that for
almost a year. When my Mum died a few months later, after dad, I believed she
had gone because I saw her, or felt her. But didn’t with my Dad. It was only
two weeks after I had gone blind and my Son was one so it was a difficult time
for me. But I kept having dreams that he was still alive and when I woke up, I
wanted to get help so badly to try to find him. I hope this isn’t going to be a
recurring nightmare. Please no?
Anyway, feeling flat inside so flat, my neighbour Di text me
yesterday to ask if I wanted to go for coffee. So I did and we had a nice chat.
I’m back now, my boy made me proud today he has been to learn about his job and
he is doing so well there. How long he will stand the travel for is another
matter.
I’m going to spend a lot of Wagga time this weekend to try to
get her out of her sadness. I play with her toys in the garden, but it’s as
though she is just going through the motions.
When I went for coffee with Di, I bought some wrapping paper
and it was three for two. So I got dark blue with silver stripes and the other two
rolls were blue with silver stars. I thought they will do for Christmas. So there I am in the shop thinking, now, how will
I know the difference between the rolls? So I tore the salophen so I knew. Now,
where is the sticky tape? I don’t care and neither will Hub if it says fragile
on it or if it is golden. I just want to give him a nice day.
Tomorrow will be the second Saturday where we haven’t gone
to the town; I wonder how many it will be before we get a new Guide dog. I know
people have been waiting forever for one; it’s so bad that there is a waiting
list, but it boils down to money. Like
everything.
What do you all have planned for this weekend? Whatever it
is, I hope you enjoy yourselves. We have had a few new countries this week reading
our blogs. I keep thinking that we have reached as far as we ever will but, no,
you keep surprising me. To the blog stats, there is a slight change. I will
publish them later. I may not put them on my groups online, but if you are
interested, they will be on my blog page at
Thank you for your beautiful messages this week again. You
are all so very kind and supportive. I can’t wait to write about our next
adventures with Hubs new dog, who knows if it will be soon or not, but lets
hope not. He so badly needs one for work too when he is away. Gosh if we get
one, I wonder what its nick name will be?
OK going now, teen just coming in. and I need to make
dinner. So until later my Bloggets, I hope the sun shines in your heart.
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