Good evening, well
Monday is almost at an end. Thank goodness. It wasn’t a good start, but just
had news that has made my heart skip a beat. Something is on the horizon but
have to tread with such care, as if walking on a thread and have to be so
careful not to break the thread which is made from fine gold, but it’s the only
way to get across the river full of crocodiles. Not wanting to go in that muddy
river just need to get to the other side, if I do, what will be there? Long lush
grasses with leafy pathways and crystal lakes where the air is so fresh with
flowers full of fragrance and a rainbow of colours beyond my imagination. All
of my life I have tried to find that rainbow. I get teased and glimpses of it
at times, but have never found it to the point where by I can sit on a log and
just delight in the wonders of the seven colours. And whilst my mind was
allowed to dream and paint a picture of a subject of poignant interest for a
while, now I shall come away from my inner space called my head, and some would
say there is a lot of space in there, smile, I shall tell you right now I’m
trying to type whilst biting my fingernails, why am I doing that? Typing? Haha,
no, biting my nails, because England are playing football on the TV against
Iceland, oh I wanted the score to be 2 1, to us of course, but no, Iceland had
a different idea so far, it’s two, to Iceland and one to us.
I can’t stand football, but if England are playing, suddenly
the imaginary flag comes out and the desire to scream at the TV screen comes
out in the Fifi household.
Hub is unwell sadly has been for a couple of days. And both
him and I know what brought this episode on, hopefully it will be all resolved
soon and he will go back to having his normal pains, not the cruel ones he is
suffering with now.
Dinner was a disaster tonight, Teen loved it so much, but
Hub didn’t and I was on the fence, when I should have been at the table, haha,
joking, it’s a saying in the UK If you are on the fence about something, you
are not sure which way to jump off. So I kind of wasn’t sure if I liked it or
not.
Well, thankfully my own eye pain has dissolved gone back to
being just the normal but when I see poor Hub like he is, I know my little pain
is just that, little.
Hub is so much in pain he can’t move the right side of his
face. I hate seeing him like this. It makes me want to cry for him. He has it
all of the time but stress brings it on and he had an episode over the weekend
which hopefully is over with now. He had to interview someone for a job today
as ever he was professional but he said he was in agony right through it.
Teen is getting ready to go out and our grocery shopping
will be coming soon, then hopefully inspiration for tomorrows evening meal.
Tonight, I made a cheese sauce, pasta and a tomato sauce with parmesan with
black pepper. I did the family fish with it and I had some kind of Quorn which
is to represent gammon steak, smile. Sounds revolting, really I found it OK,
but both Hub and I are not fans of pasta. Just today as I said in an earlier
blog has been one of trials and tribulations so I was not in the mood to
deliver Le Cordon Bleu gastronomy. Haha, I hear you ask, when are you ever? OK,
you know me too well.
As I write, we are
heading for part two of the football after half time. What on earth will the
result be?
I’m pleased that I was able earlier to do an interview over
the phone write a case study and sent the necessary mails off, to complete some
of the things I had on my to do list, as for ironing, em, nope. I guess there
is always tomorrow, just sometimes I go back to the bad old days when
everything had to be done and if it wasn’t it would reflect badly on myself
Words before I go thanks to some great people.
“The time to relax, is when you don’t have time for it.”
Sydney J Harris
“The greatest weapon against stress is our ability to choose
one thought over another.”
William James
My fave, “A crust eaten in peace is better than a banquet
partaken in anxiety.”
Aesop
Most of the stress in my life is not because of what there
is to do but what I have not done. Smile.
Tomorrow with love
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