I have so much to do
so much to organise my head is in a wiz. I’m spinning and there is nothing to
hang onto to slow me or help me to relax. I feel overwhelmed with what has to
be done for next week. It’s the paperwork that I’m not looking forward to. It’s
kind of like a foreign language to me. Talking of which, a foreign language may
have to be used and I’m petrified of that. My Husband could help as he is
fluent in the lingo I need to talk in but he won’t, so solo I am and I’m not
dealing with it very well at all.
So I’m escaping, by talking to you. Kind of like burying my
head in the sand. I don’t want to face what I have to do or what is expected of
me.
Time is running away with me and time I don’t have to
prepare what is necessary.
My Son is fancy free off for the day enjoying himself I
hope, Hub busy at work all week and me? Well, my friend Arty is coming tomorrow
so we can give my Waggatail a blast on the field. Wednesday I have work to do
in the office Thursday a meeting, but at least the lovely lady is coming to my
house, rather than me have the stress of going there. I only hope my Son will
be out or working, as I can’t have any interruptions. Then Friday? Oh boy. It’s
a Biggy but not as a Biggy as Saturday. That is the biggest day of my year so
far. I will let you all know in a couple of weeks.
Last night my Son got in after jogging home for two miles.
Bless him. He thankfully didn’t tell me he was running home, I hoped he was
getting a lift but his friends stayed on and he came back about half twelve. I
think he enjoyed himself. I hope so.
My little Wagga is playing with her toy that she came to me
with. It’s her octopus that her puppy walker gave her when she was six weeks. It’s
still intact, it’s as though she knows not to break it. It’s very special to me
as it has been with her most of her life.
I have made some soup for dinner tonight. Everything has
gone in there. It’s healthy for sure.
Today is raining but warm. Oh before teen left earlier, he
was delighted to tell me that we had two doves in the garden. Oh how I love
doves?
We had them at our last house. They came back every year.
They nested. I adored them and I dream of having a dove cot or whatever you
call the boxes that they nest in.
I wanted to release doves at mine and Hubs wedding but
learned how they are treat before and after, and I’m not sure I agree with it.
I naively thought that you let them out of the box and they are free? No, they
are not. But will leave you to do that research as it was a few years ago and
things may have changed.
If you are in heaven, and you are asked what you want to
come back to earth as, would you pic a creature, or a human? Personally I would
ask to go to another planet, but which one and why? If I couldn’t see what the
place was like first? If I had to come to earth, I would want to come back as a
pure white stallion….. Just strong and I would want to run free, to be mystical
like Pegasus and fly with the wings of the air and run free across the moors
and sandy beaches. To have no worries or pain. Oh I have a dream to own huge
grounds with a beautiful marble white horse on its back legs with water falling
all around it. And by night it lights up. In a nice way, not tacky.
My house would be white too as would the stone walls around
my property. I doubt this will ever be my home, but one thing I have that no
one can take away is dreams.
An imagination is a wonderful thing don’t you think? You can
put anything there and I do. My dreams on an other hand, the ones I sleep with,
are a little on the odd side. In fact when I tell my Husband about them, he tells
me not to tell anyone. Hehehe. In fact, my darling Husband is trying to get me
to do other work rather than my blogs. He thinks I should concentrate on other
specialised work. I am doing that too, but he wants me to do more so I
eventually have no time to write blogs.
But I would miss you all. This is
something I do on my own with you by my side. My other work involves other
people too. And the other work is brain aching. This to me is escapism. It is
like having a chat with your best friend.
Talking of which, August is proving to be really busy. My
besties are coming at the start of August then I’m going to spend the day and
night with my old school friends and then off to see my brother and sister in
law as well as my Nieces and Nephews. So hectic.
Oh and the start of September, my mad Aunt is coming. I’m
going to be half a mile from her in a few weeks, but are we invited to her house?
No. Why? Because of the person she lives with. A real odd bod.
A much needed holiday is required by Hub and me. We don’t do
enough its work all of the time for us, with the occasional visitor. But a
holiday without my darling dogs? I will pine. And worry myself sick. They are
my children.
I haven’t heard anything from my friend who had the cancer operation.
Only his wife said he was out from the op and doing well. But have they got the
cancer? I don’t know. People are asking, but there is no answer from the camp.
OK. So how is your week planning? What do you want to get
out of this week? For me just to be able to tick boxes and know that all has
been done to my best ability. At the moment, I’m so far from there.
Food this week? Lots of homemade stuff for us. Not sure if
teen is going to be here at the end of the week. He may be going to see his
Father.
Hub has a train journey to do tomorrow with his LC by his side.
Bless her. She is so good, so faithful too.
Our neighbour’s extension I think is complete, though so
much to do inside. Three months now this has been going on I don’t know how she
is coping. She has had her dog give birth to about five puppies too and is sorting
out her houses she rents out as well as working.
Makes you wonder what is life about, if we don’t sometimes
stop and focus. Take a deep breath and enjoy living. My Son has learned all
about that since the evil one sees less of him. I just wish she would move on
and get another boyfriend but I don’t think that will ever happen. No one will
want her. She is a curse.
One reason my Husband wants me to quit my blogs is because
she reads them, well, I’m not bothered, so why is he? I guess she will learn
of our Sons coming and goings, but that
is why I tell you what he has done when he is either doing it or done it.
Also my ex sister in law reads this, well, I have said
before, I’m amazed she can read enough words to understand what I am writing
about. I’m just glad she is enjoying the blogs enough to keep going on with
them it makes me laugh. I guess she hasn’t anything other to do in her life
sadly, no one bothers with her. No one ever has. I was the only sister in law
who did and because the rest of the family hated her, I felt sorry for her. I
always do for the underdog.
Oh if I see another shirt today, after ironing about nine
for Hub. Really, this day and age you shouldn’t have to iron them. I know you
can buy non-iron shirts, but I still iron those as no way could have him going
to work like that.
Today I didn’t want to get up as I knew that basket had my
name on it. In bold letters. Its warm outside so to iron too isn’t good.
My sister in law who I was with yesterday is working today
for ten hours. That is a really long day, though I guess by the time my Husband
leaves the house works and is back home, he too is away for about ten hours. If
you sleep eight not that we do, ever, but say if you do and work ten, that
leaves six for you to do all that is necessary. And that always involves house
work of some sorts or more for your job in whatever way.
A brief look at the news today.
Lewis Hamilton formula one has been denied access to the
royal box. Too flipping right. Who does he think he is? I can’t stand people
with money who think their notes can buy anything.
Scientists say planet earth is fifteen years away from a
mini ice age that could freeze the river Thames reports are saying.
Bird flew in parts of
the UK but not the human kind, only the kind that sadly kills birds. What with
that and mad cow disease as well as swine flu, some years ago, are we not
getting told something?
Ebola, long time since we heard about that? Well it’s still
killing thirty people per week.
Hogweed? What is it? A poisonous plant that can give you
very nasty burns.
A new robotic pharmacy in Scotland allows people via web cam
to order prescriptions.
A couple crashed their car. It was reported in Scotland, but
ignored. The boyfriend died and the poor lady had to sit injured for three days
with him by her side dead. Then sadly on day three when they were found, she
died. Now if she had been found on the day it was reported, would she still be
alive? Gosh, this is awful.
The British medical association today will ask for 20% of
tax from sugary drinks to be paid to them. I agree. I would rather it went to
Doctors and dentists as our Government.
OK, will go for now, look after yourself and be happy. X
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