Good afternoon from a very wet England. Well, it is, where I
am. Speaking to my friend in Northumberland by phone today, she said it was
cold but not raining where she lives. Oh, it’s horrid here. Cold damp dark.
Yep, I am blind and I know it’s dark. How? I can just feel it and I can’t feel
any sun on my face. I was going to take Waggs out earlier but she will have to
wait until it stops raining.
I have been busy with a couple of friends who popped in
today. And tomorrow another morning of social pleasantries again with ladies.
Our meetings will start tomorrow, first one of the years. So, looking forward
to that and we are out tomorrow night too, Hub and myself. More on that later.
Hub in his office in Newcastle today and tomorrow. Thursday
he is in the capital. Our Son started work at 7 a.m. today so was up the same
time as Hub, quarter past six. I didn’t get to sleep until about half three
onwards. So not a good start to the night but hoping for a better one tonight.
I have done the housework just leaves me to make dinner. Gosh, I hate that part
of the day. It’s not so much the cooking, it’s trying to think what to make.
I have to spend some time in the office this afternoon as I have
a little work to do. And tomorrow is a full day.
Our Prince Harry announced yesterday that his wife Meaghan
gave birth to a baby boy so thankfully they have said it’s a boy as earlier
reports said that they were not going to give it a title, they were going to
wait until the child could decide if it wanted to be a boy or girl. Well looks
like that may have been press rubbish, or, our Queen has intervened and said
enough is enough. Trying to change the future of the monarchy is one thing, but
leave humanity alone! Harry sounded so proud. He will make a brilliant father
he’s such a good person.
Sad news today that said one of our soldiers were killed
trying to protect elephants. So tragic. Bless him. I really hope his pals will
fight harder to protect these beautiful creatures as the poor elephant, must
have been terrified. God bless that hero though.
My subject today, afterlife. No matter if you believe in the
afterlife or not, there is no denial that plenty of people have said they have
gone through an out of body experience. So, are they lying? If so, why?
Medical science now days can tell the difference between
people who have clinical death where by there is no breath or pulse, but they
can still be resuscitated, and biological death which means the person actually
did die.
From what I have read, people who have died, leave their
body float above their shell that is left on the ground, and can see people
trying to bring them back to life, they see their life flash before them and
have an overwhelming feeling of not wanting to come back to earth. A lot of people see a blue light some see
family members some just sense them. Some hear them speaking telling them not
to go higher, but most people who hear that, want to carry on as the feeling is
simply beautiful. It’s as if they are being pulled into another world. Sometimes
they travel at such speed.
There is a feeling of unconditional love. All the pain from
their body leaves them. There is no fear at all. They feel such peace.
About 30 hours after slipping into a coma, Moorjani a
speaker who now talks of her experience had cancer. She flickered back into consciousness
and two days later, her organs started to regain function and her tumours
started shrinking. Now she is cancer free and a speaker as well as an author.
So, did she die and was healed?
There are children too who recall sitting on the lap of Jesus
as he tells them he has plans for them on earth. There is normally a bright
light and everyone who has had good experiences all feel so peaceful and love. Some
say there is no sense of time. No past future, just bliss. But not all
experiences are beautiful. Some have dreadful experiences that leave them terrified
of dying in the future. Some feel their
soul rip from them and then a cord like cord seems to pull their soul back into
their body and they live.
One person I was reading about was kayaking when she was
aware of her lungs filling with water. She knew she was going to die. She felt
as if she was going through a tunnel, being pulled. I wonder if that is what
babies go through when they are being born? See, I do believe we are kind of
recycled… that is where the saying comes from. That child has been here before.
Maybe they have, not necessarily been on earth, well may be not in the same
country at least to where they are being born in. I have written before about
when I got regressed. Not believing in it beforehand. But I was Spanish. As was
my love, who I totally now believe was my now Husband. I had the experience
before I was reunited with him after 28 years, it was a very sad experience. It
changed my thought process for sure. It left me shocked but when I got back
with my Hub, after too long apart, he told me that his family tree showed that
he comes from a Spanish family one of Spain’s top wine makers/growers. I then
told him about the experience I had. He doesn’t believe in that but I was so
against that until by accident I ended up being in a room where I was
regressed. My friend and myself thought we were going to a spiritualist church,
which we went to every week, but that week there was a speaker on who did
regression. When I learned of the evening, I said to my friend let’s go. I don’t
believe in that rubbish. But it was too late, the session if you like had
started. I will never forget how I felt. I was like a mad woman afterwards
telling everyone, getting so cross that no one believed me as to me it was as
real as I am sitting here now typing to you. As I say I didn’t enjoy the
experience, I have written why before but I am aware that there are new
Bloggets joining our family of readers all the time, but is as a very sad young
medical student. So different to what I look like now. I was about 5 feet 4. Plump.
Long black hair. Olive skin colour but a poor looking skin colour. Big sad
brown eyes. Very plain. I wore a long white lace dress. I was sitting in my
class where I was studying. The feeling that I had lost my first love was so
overpowering. The pain cut my throat. I didn’t want to live. Next thing, I was
walking home. I was full of grief. Deep sadness that made me realise that my
life was heavy and full of sadness. (Only thing similar) haha. Oh, it was a
feeling of dread. Heavy weights. I can remember the place where my house was. I
lived there with my parents/family. It was a cobbled lane along a seashore. The
sea was on my right with a battered painted whitewash wall and to my left were
different coloured fisherman cottages looking like they needed painting. I remember
hearing the air, the sea, the world in front of me where I no longer wanted to
be. I walked into the house firstly the carpets were gone. I panic and ran
upstairs opened a door on my right there was one thing in that room and that
was a dusty mirror. So dusty I couldn’t see myself in it. My vision was perfect
by the way. The feeling that my family had left me without telling me was
intense. I turned and went down the stairs. Now, what happened after then, I don’t
know as we were brought out of whatever we were in. all I know is, I ended my
life. my friend didn’t experience anything at all. She was like I was at the
start, making fun of it. As for me, I know more than I know anything that I believe
in, that was 100 per cent true. That was my past. And fast forward so many
years, not sure how many, I found my love and we married, but in this world. And
now I’m tall blonde with blue eyes, not plump. But humongous….
I have also had what I would call death experiences. I am
very sensitive to other worlds but because I don’t like those feelings, I try
to avoid them but sometimes I sense things, not sure what, and it’s never by
choice. Sometimes my mother in law comes to visit but it’s never nice apart
from once, most times she comes it to take one of our dogs away, well that is
how we put it. Now my Husband does believe in that, as he has witnessed that
but he will never admit this to people as he feels uncomfortable. My two dogs
who died, are with my mother in law I know it, but I hope it’s a very long time
before she comes back. Though I loved her, I love my now dogs too…
Some people who die say they see beings made from what
looked like shimmering Crystal. Light shone through them like a glass
prism. Sometimes they form a rainbow. Some
say they hear words through telepathy. And loads of people reading this will
say what a load of rubbish, but people used to laugh at the idea that one day
there would be flying machines and now look…. Nothing has been proven either
way when it comes to life after death, and what makes us think we are all there
is, who says we are it!
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