He tells me he loves me more than he has ever loved anyone
or anything
How can I believe that? How can anyone believe anything? What
is trust? I guess it’s living with someone who has never let you down. Who has
never to your knowledge told you a lie. Who has never given you a reason to
doubt them. Trust is to know your love has never looked at anyone since being
with you. Not in that kind of way. To be able to feel as if you belong. That is
true love. Just to feel comfortable in their arms. At home. At last at home. Just
where you were born to find that special place.
To trust someone with your life. to know they would die for
you. And if you have all of that, it’s rare but the most wonderful gift. Hang onto
it. Believe in it and know you are life’s special people. To feel that
connection deep into your soul. It’s a wonderful feeling!
If you have never experienced it before, well there’s time. I
know of people who totally truly fell in love when they were in their eighties.
How does that old saying go? Somewhere out there, there is someone for
everyone. Well perhaps it’s not exactly those words in that order, but I hope
it’s words that have come from knowledge of a past we may have been but not in
the world we belong in now. not in this life. but a life that was yours before
you became the person you are now. when maybe you took the name from another. May
be when you were even a totally different sex to what you are now. those words
are wise. They come from experience. So, one day you may be one of those people
talking about how there is someone out there for everyone. Maybe they are stood
next to you but your eyes and mind have been closed for so long, you have not
noticed it.
I hope you are one of the lucky ones, but if you aren’t yet,
then look forward to when it’s your turn.
© Fiona Cummings
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