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Saturday, 31 May 2014

WHAT WILL SHE BE LIKE?


Good evening Bloggets. Today is the first sunny day we have had since a week and a half ago. So Hub and I chilled out in the back garden and played some board games. Teen lit a fire in the burner and we had a sweet day. My friend Di text me to tell me she has got me some bargains from where she works at M&S. Bless her, she’s so kind always thinks about others.

 

My little old Black beauty is getting rather grumpy with the young Waggatail these days. My old girl has never really barked or complained, but of late she has been telling her little sister off well and truly.

 

Hub has asked me to do a guide dog day at York University?

It’s to distress the students. Oh my God? Are they ready for Wagga? She will be around their neck and doing back flips for them. I don’t know about distressing them, but they will laugh at her for sure.

 

So that is next week sometime or perhaps the week after, I better find out. Right?

 

My super friend from Scotland, remember Magda? I wrote about her in the spring, did a spencer walk today for her charity “Help for autism. She is great never stops and she is only 21. If you can look back at my blogs it’s all about when Hub and I went to Edinburgh.

 

OK, going to eat something now, starving.

I will talk more tomorrow, just wanted to drop in and see how you all are. Xx
 

Friday, 30 May 2014

FRIDAY CATCH UP


Hi Bloggets. Well this week my Son has been on half term from college so a holiday. He’s been in most of the week, apart from one all night outing with his friends where he had a great time by all accounts. Yesterday he went for his driving theory test. A test you have to take before you take your practical test. So questions on the computer in a centre.

Before he left, he and I went through some questions. He can take a load of tests at home via the application he down loaded and never get the same set of questions. I made him a nice breakfast, so I knew he had food inside of him before it. He went by taxi.

My Son is very very clever, to talk with him, he is like no other teenager I have met before, but he hates to study. He told me the test we did together, was only his fourth. Well, I don’t know how many he has to do to stand a chance, but, I would have thought a lot more practice than four practice runs? I know a girl he knows took months to study for hers.

 

After a couple of hours, he came home and announced that he had passed. I was delighted for him. The boost he needs right now.

 

So next the practical. I don’t know when that will be, perhaps a month?

 

Then the buying of a car. God help us? I have told him we can’t afford a new car, nowhere near, he’s fine with that. We have told him he has to pay for his own insurance though. Hub and I don’t agree with silver spooners as I call them. Kids who get everything handed to them on a plate. It’s no lesson for respect or self wellbeing for the child; also it teaches them nothing but greed and expectancy.

 

Now we just have to learn where we will get the money from for a car? Then pray he will be safe on the roads.

 

I’m sure he will though be a great driver; his Father is but having said that, I have been in more than a few crashes with my x.

 

So the new Google car is advertising? So if you are blind you will be able to drive? My Hub was the first from the UK to test drive it. Just around a track, but he said it was amazing. Are our roads ready for a Fifi blind driver?

Or more importantly, is a blind Fifi ready for our roads?

 

So last night the three of us went out for a meal. To see our lovely Lewis. He’s a right card and didn’t let us down last night. I really enjoyed the meal too. It’s rather funny when we were last out some weeks ago with our friends Trix and Like, Lewis announced proudly that they had a much larger selection for vegetarians. I smiled as he read the menu to me.

 

It basically was vegetables with curry sauce, pecan nut sauce with vegetables. Vegetables with garlic. Vegetables with black bean sauce and so on, in other words, vegetables. Haha

 

I’m out in a mo jo with my friend and we are going for a coffee and a chat. Then to collect some tiles. Oh I know how to live it up, right?

 

Hubs testing a guide dog out today before he gets passed onto a new owner. He is a beautiful huge black German Shepard. Hub’s kept busy at his new role and it’s so different to what he was doing before when he was head of international at his last organisation.

It’s great having him home every night and weekends. I love it. Life couldn’t be better in the real world than it is right now, but I’m still shook up for what happened a couple of weeks ago. I don’t honestly think I will ever be the same.

 

My friends managing OK from Russia, Monday will be the babykins first full day in nursery. He did two days of two hours. He did cry though bless him, so how he will do ten hours? I’m not at all sure. It’s really odd my friends being here and not seeing them, I think my friends Son will return to Russia or wherever, before my friend Ol moves to the next flat. God only knows how she will move all the things they brought with them? If we don’t see them this weekend, it will be a shame as we are busy every other weekend for the next few weeks.

 

I hope it doesn’t rain today as I’m wearing a floaty peach blouse. We have had more than our share of rain. My poor friend Ol will hate it, not that they have been anywhere, I don’t think my friends Son is the touristy kind of guy. I feel Ol is exhausted, as she is the Nanny, Mother Father, cook and cleaner for the baby. Oh the baby is so very cute. I love little boys. Funny never had time for little girls.

 

Talking of girls, my step daughter is busy taking her levels at school and this week she is working on courses with the BBC, so she sounds like she is having fun.

 

OK, I will go and let my dogs pollute the air now in our garden and then get ready to go out. Later with love. Happy Friday and weekend. X

Wednesday, 28 May 2014

GOLD BY FIONA CUMMINGS


GOLD

BY FIONA CUMMINGS

So the people who are rich

He’s a tycoon

She’s a bitch

There’s no room

For compassion

In their overflowing robes

Are lines of fashion?

They rent out their heart

Sell their soul

 For gold

Forever winter, from the start

Till pain like a splinter, will see them part

Leave this world

With nothing but gold

 No memories

Just dust in the breaze

No caring families

No manners of thank you’s, or a please

No tears will spill

Death with a silver pill

What will people say

 When it’s the end of their day?

Perhaps go away?

A forgotten shell

All that’s left is pure destruction

Screwed up minds

A will of hell

Lessons on how to be so unkind

Do their feet hurt?

From trampling all over people

I doubt it

As they will have slippers of silk

A perfect fit

They can flash their cash

Talk to others like trash

But at the end of the day

Who do they talk with

What do they say?

For in their perfect world

With velvet carpets and walls of pearl

No one will be there

To care

To listen

All that’s gold will glisten

But how fake is that

Bringing up a plastic brat

Claws from a Persian cat

Teeth of porcelain

But with jaggered edges

Do they think this is right?

To me it’s incredulous

So their famous

And?

When they are afraid

Who will hold their hand?

In desperate times

Do they think help will be there

After they have prayed?

The best surgeon removes their lines

Takes back time

But we all expire

And end up in the same fire

Amber flames

Remember cruel games

Too late then to learn how to be ashamed

When they look in the mirror

Do they see their reflection?

Do they ever feel rejection?

I doubt it

Not until it will be too late

Then their fine meal will be removed

From their china plate

With gold edging

Starved, left begging

Money is not blood

Disregarding is not good

Thinking you’re better than the rest

Telling us of your quest

How you got to the top of your mountain

By chairlift, no climbing

How you’re champagne fountain

Will never run dry

And for you slow isn’t an option

As always you will fly

Well take your head out from you’re proverbial arse

As your life is just a farce

Driving around in your fancy cars

Living in your palace

You show your ugly face

Gifts of malice

Sporting the latest phase

You think you have everything

The best fragrance and biggest ring

You’re voice shatters glass as you begin to sing

You think I’m nothing

And have dirt on my shoes

Well next time you think of me

Start singing the blues

For my heart is fixed inside my body

And my clothes may be shabby

But they keep me warm

You will always be made from ice

And around you will be a forever storm

For I will see sunshine

In the eyes of my loved ones

And I will stand the test of time

I shall wait for you at the gate

Just make sure you are on time

As I will not wait

There for leaving you standing

All on your own

Just wondering around in your very own zone

As no one else will come for you

As your life was so untrue

Just remember this

You’re acid kiss

You’re bony fingers

You’re poisons smell lingers

You are nothing at all

High up you’re backside

Standing so tall

Thinking all those beneath you

Are so very small

One day you may realise

Before it’s too late

That without us you’re no one

Just have your trade

That may bring in the money

And this is what’s so funny

As who pays you?

We, do

 So your gold belongs to us

So end of the day

What’s all the fuss?

You have been cursed

With what is in your purse

And where you think you come from

Guess where that is?

You’re Mothers womb

A dark red room

Just like me

Can you find the door?

Would you like the key?

It may not be gold

In crusted with diamonds

Just made from battered brass

But works like a treat

I can show you how

Just tell me when you would like to meet

And I will see if I have the time

Not now though

As I’m writing this rhyme

To tell you we are all mankind

You are no better than me

So come down from you’re tree

 

ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER


Good day Bloggets. I’m off to the dentist. Lovely, right?

Same thing as always, a blooming filling that won’t stay in. I think this is about nine times it has been filled now.

 

So before I tell you of our latest disaster, I shall tell you of my dull morning so far, haha.

 

Woke at seven with Hub. Made his cup of tea and small lunch, as where he works there is nowhere to buy anything and he won’t eat breakfast.

 

Went back to bed and answered some emails and started on a poem someone wants me to write for their Husbands 40th birthday.

 

It’s a challenge when you don’t know them, but I sent a rough copy and the person who asked for the poem is happy, so this is good.

 

Then learned that Hub got to work safely as it’s over an hour’s drive and the taxi drivers can go a little fast.

 

So now relaxed but time to get up for the day. This is the time I can sleep. Knowing all is well with Hub, my boy safe in bed unlike the other night, when he was out with friends all night, but having said that, I can’t believe how relaxed I was in comparison to normal. I think after a couple of weeks ago, my worries are broken. I hope so. I’m not saying I didn’t stay awake most of the night, but my insides were not turning. If someone had told me this would be the way, I wouldn’t have believed them. But I think I almost killed myself a couple of Fridays ago, and my body has shut down to all feelings. At least this is what it seems like.

 

I got up tidied the bedroom, let my two dogs out, having to force Waggatail as she would not go out for Hub this morning as it was raining. I have never known a dog quite like her for rain. She hates it. I have had a dog who doesn’t like the rain, but who used to protest next to the door. Wagga won’t even go to the door. She stretches her neck and looks out of the window, then says

“Naha.”

Then emptied the dishwasher, filled it again, washed down the kitchen did the floors, tidied the cushions on the couches and cleaned our glass table in our conservatory, as that is where our dining table is. Then sorted out what we are having for tea then time for our shopping to be delivered. So played the weekly game of guess what’s in the boxes?

 

Just had some lunch, I won’t tell you what or you will go “Gross!”

I can tell you it never had a face.

 

This is my job every day with a little variation. Last night I got really down, as I really wished I had a job. You know a job that was respected like Hub has.

 

Not a housewife, though my Hub always says the right thing as far as he is concerned, he couldn’t do his job if I didn’t do the household things and he loves coming home to food on the table as he never got that with his x and how I keep the house nice, all that, well that is kind, but I just feel like I have done this since the age of seventeen and I’m fed up of it. My brain hurts, an yet as far as education goes, I did that for six years at college and can’t see myself doing that again, though Hub thinks I should take an open university course. Wait for it though, not to get a job, but for my own self-belief.

 

Well, I did that with my x. I was told many times I couldn’t ever do anything or accomplish anything, not only by my x but my Mum as in her eyes, blind people just couldn’t. I used to get told I was pretty and would have no trouble in finding a husband who would take care of me. Whereas my Husband, was almost kicked out of his home at three and from then on had to fight for him. He had a brilliant education.

 

My first school just didn’t bother with me as they were told not to teach me Braille I really regret that so badly. If you have my eye condition, please, you may never use it, but learn to touch type and learn Braille.

 

I was to go to a school like my Husband but rather than for the blind, it was for partially sighted. Then they found out I went to Russia, and didn’t want their student being out of school as they only wanted a grade, A, student and I would be away almost half the year. So I ended up going to a school that wasn’t all that then left there at fifteen to go to the worst school for sighted children that had a unit, but the unit was for those who couldn’t’ see very well. It was all new in those days and I went right at the start of introducing  disabilities and at the end of my education.

 

I hated the kids there I was used to loving and kind children. These kids were cruel. I was different in the respect that no other children with a disability went to so called normal comprehensive schools in those days.

 

My teachers there told me they were not trained to teach blind children, though I could see, but when I couldn’t see the blackboard, I was told to go to a school for the blind. I left my second boarding school because it was painfully bad.

 

Then married so very young so just went downhill and was one of the forgotten. So I have no experience of any work apart from modelling when I was 11, 13 till just turned seventeen. I can’t exactly go back to that the state of me now and age as well as I can’t see anything now, I would be hopeless.

 

So what’s left?

Hub says nothing sadly. This is the first time he has actually said that to me. On all job applications now it is asked before an interview, what are your past jobs? They want experience. Hub says if I could get to an interview, without all the rubbish paperwork, I would have a very good chance, but because of the way we have to fill in forms before they short list you, I won’t, don’t have a chance.

 

This really hurts, so now I grow old never really achieving anything. I feel a real failure and down today.

 

Then last night my friend Olga called.

Oh my God, wait for this?

 

First the bad news she crashed her huge new hired car.

 

Thank God she was OK, but the car is ill. Still works, just looks a bit bruised.

Then she got to the nursery. Where one of the parents had to talk with the staff before babykins started. So baby’s Dad looked after the child whilst Ol saw the staff.

 

You know the nursery I found that both Ol and baby’s Mother agreed on the internet looked perfect? I loved the sound of the description.

 

Well, let me tell you, they should be done for false information.

 

It’s absolutely disgusting. They make out as though the nursery is in a forest. There are little houses for the children to play. There are chickens where they have fresh eggs.

 

What a load of rubbish.

 

It’s someone’s house and hardly any outside space. A yard with a small grassy area. No outdoor climbing things or anything to play with.

 

The room, yes room, has 24 children with three members of staff. The kids were screaming and Olga was horrified as no one stopped the children from fighting or crying.

 

When my friend asked where the baby would sleep as he does through the day? Answer? On the floor a mat can be provided.

 

Oh God. Now the Mother in where ever she is in the world is saying she will have to sort out a Nanny.

 

It is one disaster after another, but I am furious with the nursery. Today my friend is going the Dad D. Oh boy, that won’t be good.

 

OK, off to the dentist now. Wish me luck? I hope Wagga behaves? I think I may have some company but more on that later, or if I say who, things for sure will change. X

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

FROM MOSCOW VIA MANCHESTER ALL 4 PARTS


The day had arrived. My friends from Russia were due to come from Moscow to Manchester, where they spent the night in a hotel. They would take a car from Manchester driving to us here. I had everything ready, the babies bed and mattress we bought a month previous, I had phoned for a taxi two days earlier, to make sure that I had a large enough vehicle to fit the bed, mattress and couple of boxes we had to take. I asked for a mini bus or a black cab, as the black cabs have room on the floor for the boxes. I told the girl on the phone that we had a baby bed in a flat pack to take to our friends flat. She told me that she didn’t think that there would be a taxi big enough for that. I told her that a mini bus or black cab would be fine as it was only a baby bed, so four foot long and it was a flat pack. She repeated everything I said and wrote things down. Well, my heart in my mouth as not only my friends were going to travel a long way first time driving in the UK, but would they like the flat I viewed and said yes to for them? Remember Bloggets, the flat my friend first wanted had fallen through? My friend D, his wife is a celeb and from a rich background, what I think is perfect, may be a shed to her? I so wanted everything to be right for them.

My Son was coming with me and he was going to put the bed together, but on the morning of the big day, his gf called to say she wanted to see him, so his plans changed. Thank God I had a number of a handy man who would come to my rescue. Sad though that my boy would not be there to greet our friends, but there would be plenty of time as they are coming on and off for three months. On and off as my friend Ol, is staying the full time with her Grand Son and my friend D, Ol’s son and his wife would be coming for a week, then away back for another week then away for a few weeks and back again for a month.

 

Well, I gathered a few toys we had bought for babykins and some food from the fridge that we got delivered the night before and some bags with bread and crisps in, just enough to give them a snack for when they arrived. I put my two dogs in their bed my LC was off at work with Hub.

 

The taxi had arrived. O

M

G?

Mini bus?

Black cab?

Em. Nope. Not really.

 

The driver joked with me and forgives me, but by this point I had a humour bypass.

 

“Morning love. They said at the office you wanted a black cab, we didn’t have one, so I came in a black car.!”

First I thought he was joking. I could have cried as I heard my Sons words

“Mum, this isn’t going to work. There is no way we can fit the bed in that? It’s tiny!”

 

What could go wrong next? Really. I had enough now. I went ever so mad with the driver as I told him how incompetent the member of staff was back at the office. I exclaimed that I had to be at the flat for ten as that is what time we were to meet with the man from the agency and in my head I’m thinking, if I’m not there, knowing the bother we have had with the agency, they will tell us we were ten minutes late, so they gave the pigging house to someone else?

 

Anyhow, long story short, Son and driver put the bed in this very small car, and we managed to get there, now what damage it caused in the meanwhile, I’m not sure as there were a lot of squeezing sounds coming from the man and squeaking noises coming from his car.

 

We arrived and the man was waiting for us outside as promised. He even helped teen to carry the boxes in the flat. The lady I have been dealing with was on holiday that weekend.

 

Oh, what would teen think of the flat? He has really good taste. You see I know what places are like mainly because of the feel of the place. I get good bad or indifferent feelings about houses. This one I liked when I looked around with my friend Di. Teen liked it. He described the living room to me.

 

The furniture was light wood with a hint of red on the edge of one of the book shelves. There was a huge red rug on the wooden floor and Oriental ornaments as well as an African theme running through the whole apartment. I loved the lamps. The kitchen was basic, but clean. Everywhere was immaculate and this was another thing I liked about it. In the lounge, it had three windows. Two which lead to two Juliet balconies’ and one that lead to a larger patio with a garden cast iron table and chairs on with a huge cast iron floor standing jug and some planters. The balcony’s looked over the river. The boats passed by as teen was telling me about the view to the cathedral.

 

 It just felt so lovely. Cosy and at home. I wanted my friends so badly to get this same feeling.

 

I had never met my friend’s wife before. I know my friends Son since he was a little boy and that little boy would have loved the flat as would my friend Ol, but would the wife of D? Gosh, I was really anxious.

 

The guy left and soon after that, my Son did too. Oh boy was I afraid then? I mean there was I without a white cane, in a flat I didn’t really know how to get out of if there was a fire or whatever.

The intercom didn’t work properly either. I could let people in the main entrance, but couldn’t hear who was there. My Son did a practice with me so I could let my friends in, but he could hear me though me not him, so I could end up letting in whoever? Haha. Well, he left, it was just before half eleven. My friend Ol said the days before, that she would be leaving early morning. As I locked the door behind teen, I was on my own. But not for long, right?

 

Suddenly I realised, I had to find my way back to the lounge, to sit in a comfortable chair at least.

 

Gosh, that wasn’t easy, after I toured the bedroom, then found the cupboard and almost sent a lamp table flying, I found the living room, vie the kitchen. Not that you go through the kitchen to get to the living room, but I ended up in the kitchen. I learned the lay out of the living room pretty quickly.

 

Then I thought, the handy man is due at one, if my friends get lost, and are a few minutes late, then I could let him in. I kind of thought they would be there by now, but hadn’t left Manchester still.

 

So back out into the corridor to see how long it would take me to get to the front door. The front door onto the landing, not to the front of the outside world.

 

I’m not too sure I could live in a flat. I like to go to my front door and be outside. It’s rather like living in a box living in a flat, though the flat I learned was really lovely. As I found lamps, I put them on, it was a wet dull day and I thought it would make the place appear more homely and cosy. Were the lamps on? Hmm. Waited till they got hot then realised they were…

 

Zig sag

The pattern of the route to the door was slightly more complicated than one participated.

About four minutes it took me to get there, Oh, I found a chaises longs

I hadn’t noticed before, on one of the walls leading to the front of the flat. There were three tables with lamps on. One had a clock too and there was a chest of drawers with an artificial plant on and a large chest of drawers.

 

You really did weave in and out, as though going up stairs. Left, then right, left then right I learned that there were four rugs on the way to the door, problem is, I had to stay centre as on the walls were smash magnets like the deer looking lamps. One didn’t want to attach oneself too much to them.

 

Once I perfected getting to the front door within two minutes, a time I was proud of, as though running the London Marathon. I had to find my way back to the blooming living room. As when they came, I would open the door after letting them in via the intercom, I didn’t want to appear totally disabled in front of D’s wife. So afraid of scaring her off.

 

Sitting in the living room, no music or TV and not like I could do anything to clean the house, I got a really good feeling about the flat and kind of knew they would like it or was that my wishful thinking?

 

Then I decided enough sitting and I would go in the kitchen, try to put on the coffee machine. I hadn’t a clue how to work it. I opened the bag of coffee and put the remainder of coffee in the china pot my Son had told me said tea.

As you do,

Put coffee in a tea caddy, right?

Well, fact is, there was no coffee pot or sugar as a matter of fact.

Oh dam, sugar, I had forgot to buy this.

 

Let’s hope they are all sweet enough, right?

 

Now, how to work the machine? Well, feel for the wire at the back of the machine.

Follow it up to the wall, where it was plugged in

It was, was it turned on at the wall?

Yes.

So now to work out where the water goes and where the coffee goes.

Did that, now what to turn or push on?

Hmm. Two buttons, I can’t really go wrong right?

After a few moments, no sound from the machine, so I pushed another button, same one as before, just I may have turned it off. Then I called my friend Ol. They still hadn’t left Manchester.

 

Oh Why? Well, that sad news was to come.

 

Then just as the machine was making a bubble sound, the doorbell rang. Oh it was handy man time.

 

Now then, I had gone from the blooming living room and back, not done the kitchen and back. Haha... Hell, bubble bubble echoed in the vast corridor and I answered the intercom, saying come in.

 

Come in? Em, who? I hoped it was steady Eddie?

 

Meanwhile whilst I waited for footsteps to come along the hall way to the flat, I hoped that the coffee had not started to overflow and drip down the highly glossy white kitchen units?

 

Eddie it was, he asked where he could park his car. I told him the code and said he could park in bay one and behind the gates,

On his way, he quickly pushed the buzzer and of course I couldn’t hear what he was saying, so just shouted like a mad woman, come in?

Haha. He did and said the code will be great, but the keys to the gate are also required. Oh God, of course they were, that is why the agency man told me that morning all about the code linked with the keys, right?

 

I hoped he could park his car as the parking space we had been told was rather tight and small.

 

Any way, he came in and built the babies bed in fifteen minutes and the coffee machine was OK. I don’t know what it tasted like, I was too anxious.

 

Eddie left and again on my own. By this time it was half one.

 

I was hoping my dogs would be OK as they had been left since half nine.

 

I spoke to my friend on the phone and she sounded a little flat and I don’t mean as in an apartment.

 

She said she had just left Manchester and she would explain when she saw me.

 

Oh Boy?

 

 

 

From Moscow to Manchester with love part 2

 

Well, at last, my friends arrived. I stayed for about fifteen minutes, then left. The baby is so cute. So very quiet though. It was great to see D, my friends Son. I met his wife for the first time too. I think they liked the flat. Not too sure. I love it but to them, it’s small I guess, though it is bigger than my house.

 

I learned that in Manchester, just after they picked the car up, someone crashed into the back of them. It was the other persons falt and he admitted it. Thank God they were OK.

 

I got in a taxi after standing out in the rain, as the taxi company got it wrong again and took three calls to them to get one sent out.

 

Got home, exhausted and dying for a drink. My baby girls were bursting. I let them out and after washing my hands, I made Hub a delicious cheese and mushroom omelette for his tea. Oh with bacon.

 

He came in and we just chilled for the night, though I thought of my friends and hoped they would be OK?

 

Little did I know, but they had no hot water. It was the next day when they told me that news.

But not until ten in the evening.

Oh I couldn’t stand the thought of the baby not being able to have a warm bath, and I knew that the agency would be closed as it was Sunday the next day and then our holiday we call bank holiday Monday. So again closed. No hot water for all those days?

Well, a few calls later, realised that there would be nothing we could do but go down ourselves the next day and try to fix it.

 

So Sunday lunch time, I asked my friend Ol if she had managed to fix it?   

But no. So the rain coats were put on and we braved the weather!

 

Oh my word. It was pouring. Anyway, we decided to take a taxi, though a very deer option, we had to get there and no way we could get lost in that, so the driver got us there in twenty minutes and there was no stress.

 

My D was there, and no Ol. She was putting the little boy to bed. Hub had not yet met him, so I wanted him to, so ask D if he would not put the baby to sleep until Hub saw him. Helene. I love babies.

 

So Ol brought a tiny parcel to us and what a cutie he is too. D was lovely. I love that lad. I still find it really weird that he is all grown up and has this lovely baby. D’s wife had gone home or somewhere that morning, so only stayed two nights in the UK.

 

After a while, babykins was put back to bed and we had a chat as Hub got the water back on.

 

We stayed about half an hour and then left our friends to their day as D wanted to go to bed as he had to get up to drive his wife back to Manchester, so was up from half four that morning.

 

Ol walked us down the steps onto the street. Oh it was pouring again. We asked Ol what direction the town was and off we went. We walked; we didn’t have a clue where the heck we were going... Oh God, there was loads of traffic and at more than one point, we were in the middle of the road, you know those islands where by there are cars in front of you and behind you? Whizzing around and the sounds of the tires on the wet roads made everything sound so much more dangerous and louder.

 

Well, we walked and I said to Hub I thought we were going in the wrong direction to the town, so we turned around, next thing I learned, we were in what we thought was a park. Then we took another turn. Hub with LC and me with my white cane. Passing by sounds I had not ever heard before as in shops and huge empty spaces which scared me as the empty spaces meant we were getting more and more lost.

 

Then LC took us over another road, and she did it on an angle. I hate it when she does that, as sometimes I think we are crossing two roads. Well, because she was stressed, she did her business. Oh God, could this day get any worse? Em

Yes.

 

We got really lost. Hub was getting rather tense. He tried to use the navigation on his IPhone, but it was rubbish. We stopped a few people but they were foreign or not from our town. We passed an undercover bus stop. Great, we would wait there for a bus. I asked a lady if she knew what number bus came there. She said only the number 3. No good.

 

We walked on. I found it incredulous that only one bus came to a huge bus stop, but never mind.

 

Hub thought he knew where he was, but he didn’t. We had never been there before. Not ever.

 

We stopped and waited to ask for more help, but every person who passed spoke in another language. The cold sounds of the wheels of suit cases passed us by. I wanted to cry. We were so lost and getting more and more wet.

 

Poor LC was in a state, bless her.

 

We couldn’t even call a taxi as we didn’t have a clue of the street name.

 

Then we realised that we were hearing sounds we heard fifteen minutes before.

 

So we turned around and tried to go back to where we started but ended up in a narrow street with cobbled walkways.

 

This city seamed so much bigger.

 

God I so badly wished I could see?

 

My Husband was becoming more stressed. We thought we had to cross the road, but couldn’t find a crossing, so had to take the risk and just wait until we didn’t hear any cars, this was hard as it is so loud our city.

 

OK, heart in mouth, off we went. Please God don’t let today be our last? I thought as we crossed the never ending road.

 

I mean never ending, as where was the path?

 

There wasn’t one. Feeling more and more sick.

 

One hour had now passed and at least the rain had stopped.

 

One and a half hours had now passed and my batteries were running low on my mobile.

 

Then we heard the sounds of a group. Playing music and singing.

 

Oh I didn’t want to walk right through them. We passed them, as we approached them, their voices and instruments got louder and louder. As we passed and their songs sounded quieter, the rain came again and huge vehicles passed, splashing the water into the air, making it impossible to even hear each other talking, trying to give each other idea’s as to where we were going.

God it was awful.

 

And then what?

 

FROM MOSCOW VIA MANCHESTER WITH LOVE PART 3

 

There was a metal fence, I was sure I recognized. Then Hubs IPhone behaved itself with the navigation. We just stopped and took a breath. It was so hot. The air was kind of damp as the rain made its blanket of moist threads. Hub said he knew how to get to the such and such street where he would be able to find his way back. I thought impossible. Just no one absolutely no one knew where anything was? Made me wonder just how they were getting around themselves? Anyway, we went past places that seamed familiar, but I wondered if that was wishful thinking?

 

Then we smelled the pastry shop. Hub said it was the one we use, but I didn’t believe him. I mean there are hundreds of bakery’s in our town.

He asked me did I want a coffee, but no I didn’t. I was shell shocked. I was shaking inside. I just wanted to go home and close the curtains. Cuddle up in bed and sleep my day away.

 

So much I wanted to spend time with my friend, her Son who I love and his baby, but they have their life to lead so why should they bother with us?

 

My Hub said let’s go across the road, there is our cafĂ©, I said no it wasn’t. Well, LC didn’t think it was either, as we did the steps that would normally lead us to the cafĂ©, LC would not find the door and she always does so well at that place, so I told Hub that we have found a bakers, but not the one we know, so across the road is not the cafĂ© we know, Hub insisted it was, so back we went to the bakery to once again trace our footsteps. No, LC said not to do it so we had to weave in and out of the performing clowns and stalls with fruit and veg on. People watching as we did this time and time again. They clapped as the performers did their stuff.

God I was mortified.

 

Hub would not give up.  He was determined that he knew he was right.

 

You know what? He blooming was? I told him to stand still and among the musicians, we would just listen. We did this, I heard French music. I said I could hear the music and Hub said so we are in the right place as the café is French.

 

We followed the music; this was hard as there were loads of other musicians playing at the same time so we had to wait for a second break from them to hear our café music.

 

Through the door. Still didn’t know was it as shoe shop or an electric or our cafĂ©. Until we got through the second door and heard the sounds of plates and so on.

 

We were shown to a table and my head in my hands. I reflected our exhausting day.

 

Hub told me to ask our friend by phone if they would like to go to our restaurant that night, I did and they want to wait a week until the baby was more settled. I was kind of pleased as I was not really in the mood to socialise.

 

Did feel sad though as Hub back to work in a couple of days so wouldn’t see them for a while.

 

Well, left there and the corner where we would head towards the street that lead to our bus stop were blocked by more musicians. O M G.

 

So we had to go down another street and find our way with our mobile sat nav

 

Got to the bus stop and guess what? A man was drunk and wanted a fight with some innocent young lads next to us. He was a Scottish guy and really not well in the head. Just really really asking for trouble.

Just let us on that bus? All we need now is a fight?

 

On the bus and you know what? Our day didn’t end there. Oh My God.

 

From Moscow via Manchester part 4

Remember the Scottish drunk who wanted a fight with the lads? Well, he only got on our bus. The bus we really struggled for the first time getting on. I think because we were so tired and stressed and LC was not at her best as she too was out of sorts.

 

We went for the bus, but it was not there. The noise of the traffic was so loud and just as we went for our bus; the sirens of an emergency vehicle went past. Deafening us.

 

Well, Hub turned to me and said there was no bus there. The Scottish bad boy shouted to us.

“Are you two getting on here or what?”

Well, I think he was talking to us?

 

The bus was a mile off the curb. Well, OK, not a mile, but about six feet. Well as a blind person, you step down to get your bus and there isn’t one, you don’t walk onto the main fast flowing road, right?

 

We learned as we got on thanks to Hub and LC, as no way would I have been brave enough to walk and walk into the fast traffic, but the voices which were waiting with us for a bus were heading towards the road, so he followed.

 

On the bus, the driver asked Hub to push the button. Hub never has had to do this, so where was the button? Again, things like this make me just want to stay at home. Hub calmly asked where it was. The driver said

“There!”

Hub asked again in a calm voice, where?

Then a man showed Hub. We learned that the man was also a bus driver, training the fool who parked six foot away from the curb, who didn’t lower the step to get in and who didn’t have a clue how to talk in a civil manner.

 

We then went to try to find a seat. God, it really wasn’t our day.

 

A lady shouted at me

“There’s one. There’s a seat. The person has given their seat up so you two can sit together!”

OK, so I guess she was shouting at me? So where was this seat? I felt and could only find sweaty shoulders occupying the seats.

 

She shouted again, by this point, Hub had found a seat. I found one too. Then realised there was a one next to me so I called Hub to sit with me. The woman said that is the one I was telling you to go in.

 

Well excuse me, but how was I to know? If you can’t see and people say over there, over where? I mean, is it not common sense? Or do these people just have none.

 

Well the driver stopped and started the bus. Didn’t have a clue where he was going.

 

Oh God. Just get me home?

 

Hub and I did get home. Thanks to his amazing knowledge, bravery or madness.

 

Home sweet home, but we couldn’t go few, as our minds were  all over the place and I think we were in total shock.

 

Yesterday was bank holiday so he had the day off.

 

We stayed in, apart from taking our dogs to the local shop. Just to get out and our confidence back. Thank God Wagga tail worked well. We took the long walk there and back. Just to give her some work. Her head as ever is  all over the place. So I held the harness never really knowing in which direction she will go so always have to be on the ball, whereas LC is straight solid and focused.

 

But we got there and back.

 

I have a lot of work to do this week and a lot of reflecting.

 

My friends have their meeting today with the nursery, so I hope it goes as planned for them. I just pray I have picked a nice nursery. I do feel for the baby though, as it’s a strange country. Foreign language and to be left five days for ten hours, having said that, the staff sound so loving and I am sure they will look after the children there. It is a nursery with a difference for sure. It’s an organic nursery. They grow their own vegetables and have chickens for fresh eggs.

 

The children play mainly outdoors, in little houses made from wood in the forest.

 

So let’s hope the little fella has a great time?

The day had arrived. My friends from Russia were due to come from Moscow to Manchester, where they spent the night in a hotel. They would take a car from Manchester driving to us here. I had everything ready, the babies bed and mattress we bought a month previous, I had phoned for a taxi two days earlier, to make sure that I had a large enough vehicle to fit the bed, mattress and couple of boxes we had to take. I asked for a mini bus or a black cab, as the black cabs have room on the floor for the boxes. I told the girl on the phone that we had a baby bed in a flat pack to take to our friends flat. She told me that she didn’t think that there would be a taxi big enough for that. I told her that a mini bus or black cab would be fine as it was only a baby bed, so four foot long and it was a flat pack. She repeated everything I said and wrote things down. Well, my heart in my mouth as not only my friends were going to travel a long way first time driving in the UK, but would they like the flat I viewed and said yes to for them? Remember Bloggets, the flat my friend first wanted had fallen through? My friend D, his wife is a celeb and from a rich background, what I think is perfect, may be a shed to her? I so wanted everything to be right for them.

My Son was coming with me and he was going to put the bed together, but on the morning of the big day, his gf called to say she wanted to see him, so his plans changed. Thank God I had a number of a handy man who would come to my rescue. Sad though that my boy would not be there to greet our friends, but there would be plenty of time as they are coming on and off for three months. On and off as my friend Ol, is staying the full time with her Grand Son and my friend D, Ol’s son and his wife would be coming for a week, then away back for another week then away for a few weeks and back again for a month.

 

Well, I gathered a few toys we had bought for babykins and some food from the fridge that we got delivered the night before and some bags with bread and crisps in, just enough to give them a snack for when they arrived. I put my two dogs in their bed my LC was off at work with Hub.

 

The taxi had arrived. O

M

G?

Mini bus?

Black cab?

Em. Nope. Not really.

 

The driver joked with me and forgives me, but by this point I had a humour bypass.

 

“Morning love. They said at the office you wanted a black cab, we didn’t have one, so I came in a black car.!”

First I thought he was joking. I could have cried as I heard my Sons words

“Mum, this isn’t going to work. There is no way we can fit the bed in that? It’s tiny!”

 

What could go wrong next? Really. I had enough now. I went ever so mad with the driver as I told him how incompetent the member of staff was back at the office. I exclaimed that I had to be at the flat for ten as that is what time we were to meet with the man from the agency and in my head I’m thinking, if I’m not there, knowing the bother we have had with the agency, they will tell us we were ten minutes late, so they gave the pigging house to someone else?

 

Anyhow, long story short, Son and driver put the bed in this very small car, and we managed to get there, now what damage it caused in the meanwhile, I’m not sure as there were a lot of squeezing sounds coming from the man and squeaking noises coming from his car.

 

We arrived and the man was waiting for us outside as promised. He even helped teen to carry the boxes in the flat. The lady I have been dealing with was on holiday that weekend.

 

Oh, what would teen think of the flat? He has really good taste. You see I know what places are like mainly because of the feel of the place. I get good bad or indifferent feelings about houses. This one I liked when I looked around with my friend Di. Teen liked it. He described the living room to me.

 

The furniture was light wood with a hint of red on the edge of one of the book shelves. There was a huge red rug on the wooden floor and Oriental ornaments as well as an African theme running through the whole apartment. I loved the lamps. The kitchen was basic, but clean. Everywhere was immaculate and this was another thing I liked about it. In the lounge, it had three windows. Two which lead to two Juliet balconies’ and one that lead to a larger patio with a garden cast iron table and chairs on with a huge cast iron floor standing jug and some planters. The balcony’s looked over the river. The boats passed by as teen was telling me about the view to the cathedral.

 

 It just felt so lovely. Cosy and at home. I wanted my friends so badly to get this same feeling.

 

I had never met my friend’s wife before. I know my friends Son since he was a little boy and that little boy would have loved the flat as would my friend Ol, but would the wife of D? Gosh, I was really anxious.

 

The guy left and soon after that, my Son did too. Oh boy was I afraid then? I mean there was I without a white cane, in a flat I didn’t really know how to get out of if there was a fire or whatever.

The intercom didn’t work properly either. I could let people in the main entrance, but couldn’t hear who was there. My Son did a practice with me so I could let my friends in, but he could hear me though me not him, so I could end up letting in whoever? Haha. Well, he left, it was just before half eleven. My friend Ol said the days before, that she would be leaving early morning. As I locked the door behind teen, I was on my own. But not for long, right?

 

Suddenly I realised, I had to find my way back to the lounge, to sit in a comfortable chair at least.

 

Gosh, that wasn’t easy, after I toured the bedroom, then found the cupboard and almost sent a lamp table flying, I found the living room, vie the kitchen. Not that you go through the kitchen to get to the living room, but I ended up in the kitchen. I learned the lay out of the living room pretty quickly.

 

Then I thought, the handy man is due at one, if my friends get lost, and are a few minutes late, then I could let him in. I kind of thought they would be there by now, but hadn’t left Manchester still.

 

So back out into the corridor to see how long it would take me to get to the front door. The front door onto the landing, not to the front of the outside world.

 

I’m not too sure I could live in a flat. I like to go to my front door and be outside. It’s rather like living in a box living in a flat, though the flat I learned was really lovely. As I found lamps, I put them on, it was a wet dull day and I thought it would make the place appear more homely and cosy. Were the lamps on? Hmm. Waited till they got hot then realised they were…

 

Zig sag

The pattern of the route to the door was slightly more complicated than one participated.

About four minutes it took me to get there, Oh, I found a chaises longs

I hadn’t noticed before, on one of the walls leading to the front of the flat. There were three tables with lamps on. One had a clock too and there was a chest of drawers with an artificial plant on and a large chest of drawers.

 

You really did weave in and out, as though going up stairs. Left, then right, left then right I learned that there were four rugs on the way to the door, problem is, I had to stay centre as on the walls were smash magnets like the deer looking lamps. One didn’t want to attach oneself too much to them.

 

Once I perfected getting to the front door within two minutes, a time I was proud of, as though running the London Marathon. I had to find my way back to the blooming living room. As when they came, I would open the door after letting them in via the intercom, I didn’t want to appear totally disabled in front of D’s wife. So afraid of scaring her off.

 

Sitting in the living room, no music or TV and not like I could do anything to clean the house, I got a really good feeling about the flat and kind of knew they would like it or was that my wishful thinking?

 

Then I decided enough sitting and I would go in the kitchen, try to put on the coffee machine. I hadn’t a clue how to work it. I opened the bag of coffee and put the remainder of coffee in the china pot my Son had told me said tea.

As you do,

Put coffee in a tea caddy, right?

Well, fact is, there was no coffee pot or sugar as a matter of fact.

Oh dam, sugar, I had forgot to buy this.

 

Let’s hope they are all sweet enough, right?

 

Now, how to work the machine? Well, feel for the wire at the back of the machine.

Follow it up to the wall, where it was plugged in

It was, was it turned on at the wall?

Yes.

So now to work out where the water goes and where the coffee goes.

Did that, now what to turn or push on?

Hmm. Two buttons, I can’t really go wrong right?

After a few moments, no sound from the machine, so I pushed another button, same one as before, just I may have turned it off. Then I called my friend Ol. They still hadn’t left Manchester.

 

Oh Why? Well, that sad news was to come.

 

Then just as the machine was making a bubble sound, the doorbell rang. Oh it was handy man time.

 

Now then, I had gone from the blooming living room and back, not done the kitchen and back. Haha... Hell, bubble bubble echoed in the vast corridor and I answered the intercom, saying come in.

 

Come in? Em, who? I hoped it was steady Eddie?

 

Meanwhile whilst I waited for footsteps to come along the hall way to the flat, I hoped that the coffee had not started to overflow and drip down the highly glossy white kitchen units?

 

Eddie it was, he asked where he could park his car. I told him the code and said he could park in bay one and behind the gates,

On his way, he quickly pushed the buzzer and of course I couldn’t hear what he was saying, so just shouted like a mad woman, come in?

Haha. He did and said the code will be great, but the keys to the gate are also required. Oh God, of course they were, that is why the agency man told me that morning all about the code linked with the keys, right?

 

I hoped he could park his car as the parking space we had been told was rather tight and small.

 

Any way, he came in and built the babies bed in fifteen minutes and the coffee machine was OK. I don’t know what it tasted like, I was too anxious.

 

Eddie left and again on my own. By this time it was half one.

 

I was hoping my dogs would be OK as they had been left since half nine.

 

I spoke to my friend on the phone and she sounded a little flat and I don’t mean as in an apartment.

 

She said she had just left Manchester and she would explain when she saw me.

 

Oh Boy?

 

 

 

From Moscow to Manchester with love part 2

 

Well, at last, my friends arrived. I stayed for about fifteen minutes, then left. The baby is so cute. So very quiet though. It was great to see D, my friends Son. I met his wife for the first time too. I think they liked the flat. Not too sure. I love it but to them, it’s small I guess, though it is bigger than my house.

 

I learned that in Manchester, just after they picked the car up, someone crashed into the back of them. It was the other persons felt and he admitted it. Thank God they were OK.

 

I got in a taxi after standing out in the rain, as the taxi company got it wrong again and took three calls to them to get one sent out.

 

Got home, exhausted and dying for a drink. My baby girls were bursting. I let them out and after washing my hands, I made Hub a delicious cheese and mushroom omelette for his tea. Oh with bacon.

 

He came in and we just chilled for the night, though I thought of my friends and hoped they would be OK?

 

Little did I know, but they had no hot water. It was the next day when they told me that news.

But not until ten in the evening.

Oh I couldn’t stand the thought of the baby not being able to have a warm bath, and I knew that the agency would be closed as it was Sunday the next day and then our holiday we call bank holiday Monday. So again closed. No hot water for all those days?

Well, a few calls later, realised that there would be nothing we could do but go down ourselves the next day and try to fix it.

 

So Sunday lunch time, I asked my friend Ol if she had managed to fix it?   

But no. So the rain coats were put on and we braved the weather!

 

Oh my word. It was pouring. Anyway, we decided to take a taxi, though a very deer option, we had to get there and no way we could get lost in that, so the driver got us there in twenty minutes and there was no stress.

 

My D was there, and no Ol. She was putting the little boy to bed. Hub had not yet met him, so I wanted him to, so ask D if he would not put the baby to sleep until Hub saw him. Helene. I love babies.

 

So Ol brought a tiny parcel to us and what a cutie he is too. D was lovely. I love that lad. I still find it really weird that he is all grown up and has this lovely baby. D’s wife had gone home or somewhere that morning, so only stayed two nights in the UK.

 

After a while, babykins was put back to bed and we had a chat as Hub got the water back on.

 

We stayed about half an hour and then left our friends to their day as D wanted to go to bed as he had to get up to drive his wife back to Manchester, so was up from half four that morning.

 

Ol walked us down the steps onto the street. Oh it was pouring again. We asked Ol what direction the town was and off we went. We walked; we didn’t have a clue where the heck we were going... Oh God, there was loads of traffic and at more than one point, we were in the middle of the road, you know those islands where by there are cars in front of you and behind you? Whizzing around and the sounds of the tires on the wet roads made everything sound so much more dangerous and louder.

 

Well, we walked and I said to Hub I thought we were going in the wrong direction to the town, so we turned around, next thing I learned, we were in what we thought was a park. Then we took another turn. Hub with LC and me with my white cane. Passing by sounds I had not ever heard before as in shops and huge empty spaces which scared me as the empty spaces meant we were getting more and more lost.

 

Then LC took us over another road, and she did it on an angle. I hate it when she does that, as sometimes I think we are crossing two roads. Well, because she was stressed, she did her business. Oh God, could this day get any worse? Em

Yes.

 

We got really lost. Hub was getting rather tense. He tried to use the navigation on his IPhone, but it was rubbish. We stopped a few people but they were foreign or not from our town. We passed an undercover bus stop. Great, we would wait there for a bus. I asked a lady if she knew what number bus came there. She said only the number 3. No good.

 

We walked on. I found it incredulous that only one bus came to a huge bus stop, but never mind.

 

Hub thought he knew where he was, but he didn’t. We had never been there before. Not ever.

 

We stopped and waited to ask for more help, but every person who passed spoke in another language. The cold sounds of the wheels of suit cases passed us by. I wanted to cry. We were so lost and getting more and more wet.

 

Poor LC was in a state, bless her.

 

We couldn’t even call a taxi as we didn’t have a clue of the street name.

 

Then we realised that we were hearing sounds we heard fifteen minutes before.

 

So we turned around and tried to go back to where we started but ended up in a narrow street with cobbled walkways.

 

This city seamed so much bigger.

 

God I so badly wished I could see?

 

My Husband was becoming more stressed. We thought we had to cross the road, but couldn’t find a crossing, so had to take the risk and just wait until we didn’t hear any cars, this was hard as it is so loud our city.

 

OK, heart in mouth, off we went. Please God don’t let today be our last? I thought as we crossed the never ending road.

 

I mean never ending, as where was the path?

 

There wasn’t one. Feeling more and more sick.

 

One hour had now passed and at least the rain had stopped.

 

One and a half hours had now passed and my batteries were running low on my mobile.

 

Then we heard the sounds of a group. Playing music and singing.

 

Oh I didn’t want to walk right through them. We passed them, as we approached them, their voices and instruments got louder and louder. As we passed and their songs sounded quieter, the rain came again and huge vehicles passed, splashing the water into the air, making it impossible to even hear each other talking, trying to give each other idea’s as to where we were going.

God it was awful.

 

And then what?

 

FROM MOSCOW VIA MANCHESTER WITH LOVE PART 3

 

There was a metal fence, I was sure I recognized. Then Hubs IPhone behaved itself with the navigation. We just stopped and took a breath. It was so hot. The air was kind of damp as the rain made its blanket of moist threads. Hub said he knew how to get to the such and such street where he would be able to find his way back. I thought impossible. Just no one absolutely no one knew where anything was? Made me wonder just how they were getting around themselves? Anyway, we went past places that seamed familiar, but I wondered if that was wishful thinking?

 

Then we smelled the pastry shop. Hub said it was the one we use, but I didn’t believe him. I mean there are hundreds of bakery’s in our town.

He asked me did I want a coffee, but no I didn’t. I was shell shocked. I was shaking inside. I just wanted to go home and close the curtains. Cuddle up in bed and sleep my day away.

 

So much I wanted to spend time with my friend, her Son who I love and his baby, but they have their life to lead so why should they bother with us?

 

My Hub said let’s go across the road, there is our cafĂ©, I said no it wasn’t. Well, LC didn’t think it was either, as we did the steps that would normally lead us to the cafĂ©, LC would not find the door and she always does so well at that place, so I told Hub that we have found a bakers, but not the one we know, so across the road is not the cafĂ© we know, Hub insisted it was, so back we went to the bakery to once again trace our footsteps. No, LC said not to do it so we had to weave in and out of the performing clowns and stalls with fruit and veg on. People watching as we did this time and time again. They clapped as the performers did their stuff.

God I was mortified.

 

Hub would not give up.  He was determined that he knew he was right.

 

You know what? He blooming was? I told him to stand still and among the musicians, we would just listen. We did this, I heard French music. I said I could hear the music and Hub said so we are in the right place as the café is French.

 

We followed the music; this was hard as there were loads of other musicians playing at the same time so we had to wait for a second break from them to hear our café music.

 

Through the door. Still didn’t know was it as shoe shop or an electric or our cafĂ©. Until we got through the second door and heard the sounds of plates and so on.

 

We were shown to a table and my head in my hands. I reflected our exhausting day.

 

Hub told me to ask our friend by phone if they would like to go to our restaurant that night, I did and they want to wait a week until the baby was more settled. I was kind of pleased as I was not really in the mood to socialise.

 

Did feel sad though as Hub back to work in a couple of days so wouldn’t see them for a while.

 

Well, left there and the corner where we would head towards the street that lead to our bus stop were blocked by more musicians. O M G.

 

So we had to go down another street and find our way with our mobile sat nav

 

Got to the bus stop and guess what? A man was drunk and wanted a fight with some innocent young lads next to us. He was a Scottish guy and really not well in the head. Just really really asking for trouble.

Just let us on that bus? All we need now is a fight?

 

On the bus and you know what? Our day didn’t end there. Oh My God.

 

From Moscow via Manchester part 4

Remember the Scottish drunk who wanted a fight with the lads? Well, he only got on our bus. The bus we really struggled for the first time getting on. I think because we were so tired and stressed and LC was not at her best as she too was out of sorts.

 

We went for the bus, but it was not there. The noise of the traffic was so loud and just as we went for our bus; the sirens of an emergency vehicle went past. Deafening us.

 

Well, Hub turned to me and said there was no bus there. The Scottish bad boy shouted to us.

“Are you two getting on here or what?”

Well, I think he was talking to us?

 

The bus was a mile off the curb. Well, OK, not a mile, but about six feet. Well as a blind person, you step down to get your bus and there isn’t one, you don’t walk onto the main fast flowing road, right?

 

We learned as we got on thanks to Hub and LC, as no way would I have been brave enough to walk and walk into the fast traffic, but the voices which were waiting with us for a bus were heading towards the road, so he followed.

 

On the bus, the driver asked Hub to push the button. Hub never has had to do this, so where was the button? Again, things like this make me just want to stay at home. Hub calmly asked where it was. The driver said

“There!”

Hub asked again in a calm voice, where?

Then a man showed Hub. We learned that the man was also a bus driver, training the fool who parked six foot away from the curb, who didn’t lower the step to get in and who didn’t have a clue how to talk in a civil manner.

 

We then went to try to find a seat. God, it really wasn’t our day.

 

A lady shouted at me

“There’s one. There’s a seat. The person has given their seat up so you two can sit together!”

OK, so I guess she was shouting at me? So where was this seat? I felt and could only find sweaty shoulders occupying the seats.

 

She shouted again, by this point, Hub had found a seat. I found one too. Then realised there was a one next to me so I called Hub to sit with me. The woman said that is the one I was telling you to go in.

 

Well excuse me, but how was I to know? If you can’t see and people say over there, over where? I mean, is it not common sense? Or do these people just have none.

 

Well the driver stopped and started the bus. Didn’t have a clue where he was going.

 

Oh God. Just get me home?

 

Hub and I did get home. Thanks to his amazing knowledge, bravery or madness.

 

Home sweet home, but we couldn’t go few, as our minds were  all over the place and I think we were in total shock.

 

Yesterday was bank holiday so he had the day off.

 

We stayed in, apart from taking our dogs to the local shop. Just to get out and our confidence back. Thank God Wagga tail worked well. We took the long walk there and back. Just to give her some work. Her head as ever is  all over the place. So I held the harness never really knowing in which direction she will go so always have to be on the ball, whereas LC is straight solid and focused.

 

But we got there and back.

 

I have a lot of work to do this week and a lot of reflecting.

 

My friends have their meeting today with the nursery, so I hope it goes as planned for them. I just pray I have picked a nice nursery. I do feel for the baby though, as it’s a strange country. Foreign language and to be left five days for ten hours, having said that, the staff sound so loving and I am sure they will look after the children there. It is a nursery with a difference for sure. It’s an organic nursery. They grow their own vegetables and have chickens for fresh eggs.

 

The children play mainly outdoors, in little houses made from wood in the forest.

 

So let’s hope the little fella has a great time?