Oh my word. I’m feeling very sick right now. After such a
good day yesterday, today is not good. I will write a separate blog on that,
but as for now? My interview is tomorrow. And I don’t know how to prepare
myself. I just don’t want to sound an idiot because I know I can do this job
but it’s been too long since I had any involvement in intense and intelligent
conversation among more people than just one at a time.
I want my brain to once again open to such situations in
life, I’m fed up of wondering what cleaning product to use and when. There is
nothing wrong with that, because my first priority in life is to be able to
have a clean and tidy house and look after my family, but I want to wake up in
the morning and know that what I will do will change someone’s life I want to make change in the world not
just decide on what is for dinner and put away the ironing. For thirty years
plus in fact, if you count boarding school more than that, that is all I have
done.
I am going to the office, in the morning and will be back in
the afternoon. Right now I just feel sick. It’s based I believe on points
everything is these days. I just hope if it is, I’m not left with a big fat
zero? Smile.
My poor Hub isn’t well at all today. He has had a cold for a
week now, well five days since he came back from Devon. He has tried to sleep
and now in the bath and it’s afternoon. He never does that kind of thing, that
is how I know he isn’t feeling well. I have never known him like this, he is
living on cold tablets, I just hope he doesn’t pass it on? As for the little
Fella? Oh bless him, he is going for a scan on Thursday I’m really not wanting
that to happen because they will give him anaesthetic so he will be a sleep and
at the vets for two hours. The other day coming back from Devon with Hub after their
conference, LF fell in the station then got up and all was well, but there is
something wrong with his shoulder for sure, now whether it’s just he has pulled
a muscle? Not sure but will get it checked out. He is only two bless him.
Our dogs had their free run on the field and you would never
know there was anything wrong with LF and yesterday he was out all day too
playing and again, he was fine, so let’s hope?
Teen at work and I have done some housework and now writing
to you all, I need to do some home work for tomorrow, but where to begin? I wish
I had some clue what they would be doing, if there is some kind of test? At
least we are all in the same boat none of us will know what to expect though
they will have all been for interviews before. I need to tell myself, I know I
can do this job, I just have to prove to others I can. Question is, how? I’m
going to be myself as that is all I know how to be. I know I care about people
and it is a people’s role. I won’t be able to say much tomorrow, other than how
I feel I got on because there are a few days of interviews I expect as there
are more than me obviously going for the job, not sure how many per day but
last job role Hub had to interview I’m sure it went on for days?
Hub is staying at home tomorrow and working from our house
office.
OK going to write about our day yesterday and I have
something that is exciting for me to tell you all. Until later, with love and
something to think about. If you think dogs can’t count, try putting three dog
biscuits in your pocket and only giving him two?
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