DEEP THOUGHTS BY FIONA CUMMINGS

How is it even possible to love someone with all your heart, soul and mind, your body and every single breath you take and for them to feel the same way about you but one day, it’s all over? One day you are left crushed or, you have crushed someone you had those feelings for.  how can that even be? If you are the one who has been hurt then how do you carry on? If you are the one hurting someone else, then how could you change so much?

 

How does anyone recover from such agony? Do they ever? Do they just live each day as it comes but really, they are just an existence in our huge world suffering in the worst pain they have ever known?

 

How does that person who is the torturer wake up each day smiling and sleep every night in peace knowing what they have done to someone?

 

Do you think in life everyone you know of, or have heard of can possibly know what you are going through? Is that you being arrogant or realistic?

 

If this pain is common, there would be a cure for it right?

 

If you are the one who is hurting someone, surely you should be facing Kama?

 

What if you have hurt someone unintentionally, and totally regret it and want to make up but the person you have hurt won’t let you back into their life? what if you are suffering so badly for your actions but there is no light at the end of the tunnel?

 

Everyone is allowed to make a mistake, it’s your reasoning for making that mistake and how you deal with it I would guess. But what if at that time in your life, you didn’t know any other way to do other than what you did?

 

What if you are suffering from other people’s consequences and all you want is to have that love back you once had, the respect that shadowed you from that person who is now hurting you?

 

What happens next, you have done something that is really damaging and you want to fix it, how do you do that? Or, you have been on the receiving end of a torturous tongue and someone who has totally broken your heart so badly, you think it’s absolutely impossible to be fixed?

 

For both cases, I can only suggest time, hope and calmness.

They say time is a great healer. Hmm. Well I am not sure about healing, but time gives us chance to work out life and how we are going to deal with it. So, we may not heal in time, but time will teach us how to deal with life.

 

Hope, if we have hope, we have a chance. To forgive and be forgiven.

 

And finally, to be calm. Not to rush into anything. Breathe, keep calm relax and listen to our heart and head. Hold off on those words that are just bursting to escape your mouth.

 

There is such a thing called deep thoughts.

 

© Fiona Cummings