I have just been watching the last part of a science fiction
thriller series called devs. It’s American and in eight parts. The series
explores free will and determination. It’s all about Silicone Valley culture.
It’s not the kind of series I would normally watch, but as I am intrigued by
the afterlife, other lands such as heaven and what goes on in Government like
organisations that we don’t even know about, this show gripped my attention.
I have been asked to write about heaven by a lovely guy from
the US called Matt.
What is heaven? Where is it and who goes there if anyone?
Of course, the truth is, I don’t know, neither does those
who seem to 100 per cent believe in God. I have some very lovely friends who
talk about God as if he is their neighbour, he is so real to them. I don’t have
that kind of mind sadly I need total proof. Now, they will say they have proof,
but their interpretation of their truth just doesn’t make sense to me.
I believe that there is something else other than us on
earth as my mind is open and I have seen things in life that just don’t make
sense.
My existence alone makes me wonder what is out there for me. I have strong faith but it’s just not
like those of my friends who live by the bible.
So, what is my faith and what makes it so different to those
who pray to a god they absolutely believe is real? I guess if I go knocking on
heavens door or gates one day, and God comes to me and says the bible is true
Fiona, I wouldn’t be shocked equally I wouldn’t be shocked if I headed towards
a gate and found little green men behind there or scaly creatures with red
eyes. That is what I mean when I say I have an open mind. But I don’t believe we
are here on earth and that is that. Having said that, one of my friends is so
relaxed about dying, he isn’t at all afraid of it and he takes risks as his
belief is so strong, he believes when it’s his turn to die, it will happen and
not a second before.
I have a kind of thought if we take our lives before it is
our time, we may not go to where we were meant to go. A kind of God whoever
whatever that God may be or look like in appearance or just a feeling we have
when we meet him, had planned for us.
Maybe we get lost in a vacuum and that kind of was what the
show I was telling you about looks at. It’s all about time travel and seeing
into the future. Those of you who know me will know I am very much into mediums
and getting readings, and again my friends who are religious hate that about me
as they call it devil worshipping. I don’t agree. I hate what the so-called
devil stands for. I certainly would never ever deal with something like a Ouija
board.
And I feel I can tell the good readers/mediums and the bad.
I myself have been able to see things that happen some time later in life, a
week, month or year. Never beyond a year. I hated it and thank our maker, I have
less and less of those visions now. but still they haunt me with their threat
of forcing me to see things I don’t understand and don’t want to understand. I’m
not a devil so, why should someone be who has my so-called gift but has excepted
it to work with it and tell others about it?
For those who think I am mad already, is that because you
are afraid of such thoughts or you have closed your minds to anything out of
the box?
Well this show really lived out side of the box and the
world they visited, was really strange. Two of the characters died and ended up
coming back to life, living in the same world to the viewers/listeners, but it
wasn’t real life, it was another world and a world that was technical and far
beyond my imagination but the world they lived in was viewed on a screen and
that is where silicon valley came into it, as the projector and screens had to
stay switched on otherwise the characters would again die. So, it was as if a
television program was being acted out in front of whoever wanted to watch it,
only it was high security and not for the knowledge of the normal person on the
street.
So, what if heaven is like that what if God is watching us
on a big screen? What if his coding creates us and controls us? But when we are
meant to go down a path, we rebel and go down another track? Does that person,
God, watching the screen get cross with us? Are Gods plans all trashed because
we have shown will and determination?
What if this earth is a showground for what may come in our
next life? how we act here defines where we will go next?
My life has been so hard and I have lived existed through so
many tragedies and personal tests that I should have many times sat in a chair
and just ended it all. The only thing that stopped me from doing that is total
fear of the next stage in life. if there is any. I am sure we are not here to
just die. End of, finito. I believe in
those feelings we get called Déjà vu and I believe we are born to or be brought up by those chosen
for us by something we have not learned about yet.
What is
heaven to you? For me it’s a place we go where there is no war, no anger or
badness in any way. The air is pure clean fresh and the temperature is perfect.
Birds fly with their stunning colours colours that almost make us squint when
we first start to see them as our eyes have never seen such colours, such
patterns on the tiny beautiful birds that sing as if water flowing through Christel
flutes.
Flowers
grow and when we look at them, we smile. Our hearts feel so light, we are not
aware of problems or worries and our past is forgotten about just as here on
earth our past has been, I mean past as in before we were born.
We are
reunited with those we love and all of our pets come to us but we don’t recognize
them as our pets or family. They are new people we are introduced to. But they
are our people.
We live
there but some of us have to go to other planets to help those in need, on
earth we called those beings angels.
That scares
me too as places we get sent to are places that we have never ever experienced
before. Dark worlds with creatures we don’t recognize. Smells we have never
smelled before and we shiver with fear. But some will choose to stay in heaven,
we have had our hard life, we have learned our lessons and now it’s time to
wrest.
But who
is our maker, and who made him, her, or it?
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